Monday, May 29
sighs from within
sometimes i try to hide my feelings, my emotions..
but sometimes i just can't.
that's why sometimes you can see me so down n quiet.
i really dunno what's gonna happen between me and hendra.
actually things are really hard right now.
firstly because of that stupid bitch messin up our lifes..
then it's him and his attitude.
then it's us feelin insecure with each other.
somehow i find it all so stupid.
coz i'm trin so hard to keep a positive mindset
while he doesnt'.
and de worst part is whenever he has negatives thots,
he'll just keep to himself.
and just throw tantrums.
i can't be strong on my own all de time.
and when i'm weak, who am i suppose to lean on?
i really dunno what to do.
somehow i feel disappointed too..
*sighs...*
i don't wanna lose him like how i lost somebody whom i loved so much before.
but at de same time, i don't wanna get hurt too.
well... i think we'll just wait and see la eh..
just gonna chill.
to haz..
just chill aight gurl.
be strong.
i understand how you feel.
life is hard.
nothin comes easy..
just a piece of advice for ya..
take whatever that happened as a lesson to be learnt.
doesn't matter his mistakes or yours or whoever it is.
de most important thing is that you learn and change for de better.
it's de experiences that matures you.
::triple choc cookie::
chocolate-spongecake @ 10:58 PM
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