Thursday, June 29
heart u swithearts...
its so nice to be back in skul =)
so nice to be wif frens again!
production cuming bt gona hav our attachment nxt wk oso.
gona b tiring.
bt still looking forward fer e production tho.
*excited*
-spongecake-
chocolate-spongecake @ 1:02 PM
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Wednesday, June 28
:)
-firsly, do congratulate me. i can drive today. no nervousness at all. *grins widely*
-school was ok. there's only me, cheese and prata. cookie didn't come and both sponge and brownie went for their cca.
-visited some crooked people's blog.
-and people, i created new blog. will tell you all the details tomorrow. specially for crooked ppl. can't wait to tell you guys the details.. :)
-let me tell u babes something, if there's any soccer matches that involves brazil, its a MUST watch. they plays well and their attitude is just superb. especially if it involves ronaldhino. he smiles even if people make him fall. aiyah, in short, they are good la.
-oh, and i will be half dead tomorrow. i'll be watching my all-time favourite spain's match later. yalah, yesterday i never watch anything at all. too shagged la..
okla girls. see u guys tomorrow..
lots of love,
m
chocolate-spongecake @ 12:36 AM
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Tuesday, June 27
a new beginning
i've made up my mind..
first of all,
me and hendra are having a time off.
he said,
"if we're meant to be,
we will always be"
while holding my hand tightly
and lookin in my eyes full of tears.
it was de first time that we actually really talked things out
without arguing or raising our voices.
i sat in a corner in his room,
listenin to My Immortal.
and tears began to fall.
he came and sat in front of me.
it was de first time i felt really touched and loved.
he hugged me..
held me in his arms.
more tears were shedded.
then he said nicely,
"what's wrong?"
i told him i feel very insecure with him.
and these thoughts and wonders are driving me crazy.
i told him i'm losing my mind.
at first i told him,
"i guess it's better if we break up."
and he asked if that's what i really want.
i just shook my head.
he held my hand.
after talkin things out for a while,
he said,
"i think we need some time off."
i cried some more.
i felt so weak.
i just dunno what to do.
i'm sad that why things must be this way.
honestly,
i do wanna spend de rest of my life with him.
coz somehow,
i know he'd be different after marraige.
things'd be different.
i guess what he said is true.
i'll just pray for de best of myself,
him,
and US.
and if we're meant to be,
we will always be.
insya allah.
so for now,
i've made up my mind for a new start.
i wanna cut down on my ciggys..
i don't wanna drink anymore..
i wanna wanna pick up my momentum and focus on my studies..
and start praying and recite de Quran again..
insya allah.
seeing him pray just now really moved me.
hearin him recite de Quran really melts me.
iloveyou,
hendra.
::triple choc cookie::
chocolate-spongecake @ 11:11 PM
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Monday, June 26
hmmmm... ='(
actually lotsa things had happened between me and hendra..
ya i know i told ya'll that we's broken up.
we did. or did not..
i dunno..
but it's just hard for me to let go of him.
even though i know there are better guys out there for me.
ya i love him..
despite of all de shits and pain he caused,
i just can't change my feelings towards him.
i know perhaps i will lose him one day.
but i'm just not ready for a separation..
i dunno what's goin on in my life now.
i just need him by my side..
i just can't turn to others..
although me and him weren't together for that long,
the bond is strong.
i just love him..
for who he is.
right now i'm numb.
i just can't think of anythin else to do
but to sit alone in de dark and cry.
only God knows what i'm actually feeling inside.
like what i told him before,
i'm not prepared for separation..
but i'm prepared to go against all odds to be with him.
we're just two worlds apart..
that's why i'm prepared to give all i have or even more for him..
but sometimes i just feel unappreciated for what i've done for him all this while.
sometimes, somehow,
he kinda reminds me of hasrul
and myself.
he reminds me of hasrul coz both of them don't show enough.
and i don't wanna break up wit him just becoz of that..
i don't want it to be like me and hasrul last time.
however, if separation is the only way,
then i will let him go sincerely
although it'd be like killin myself.
for his happiness i'm willing to do anythin..
even if it means of lettin him go.
but sometimes i wonder if he thinks of me the way i do..
if he worries about me the way i do..
if he loves me the way i do.
but at the end of the day..
it'll just be me who turn and give in to him.
sighs.. in tears.
::triple choc cookie::
chocolate-spongecake @ 4:56 PM
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:)
i'll have the 100th post!
lalala.
cheesecake.
muacks!
chocolate-spongecake @ 4:24 PM
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spongecake with love
Dear Spongecake..
pains my heart to see you now.
filled with tears, anguish and frowns
sadness fills you all around
fear not we're always in town
please don't cry,
hush baby gal
you're always with us,
in good times or bad
when god puts you to a test
he will bring you through it
trust me. this pain is temporary.
for god loves you, so do us.
silver tint of the clouds of doubt
give yourself space, time and freedom
cuddle yourself in your personal comfort
and pray that all will be fine.
signed, sealed, delivered with a kiss: brownie suszy
chocolate-spongecake @ 4:05 PM
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i need some sleep, pls.
-Bio prac today.
-Those that i study didn't come out.
-But oklah. I leave everything to god. If fated to pass, pass la, if fated to F, then F la..
-Damn sleepy.
-Only had 45 minutes of sleep the whole night.
-Thanks to soccer and my uncle's darling birds chirping.
-The Holland and Portugal match was super funny. Damn funny. Imagine, 4 red cards and uncountable yellow cards. Funny la.
-Kach went out with boify.
-The rest still in school.
-Brought my dear brother's camera. Im loving it! Love his camera to bits..
Ok. im done.
Yours truly,
M
chocolate-spongecake @ 3:59 PM
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.::spongecake::.
hey ppl. hav bn missing fer a week-sorie. alota things had happened. everything just happened too fast.
yup. he has left me fer real nw. its bn a week. it had affect me terribly bt i'm tryin to accept tings. i hope i can.
but sumtymes u just cant wen u r alone in ur room at nyte. u'll start tinkin abt it. its very painful.
thks to all my swithearts hu r thr fer me wen i nid sumone to tok to. thks fer ur prayers fer my well being. i'm tryin veri hard to get over it. bt as u noe its just hard fer me.
i'm sorie girls if i havent bn myself tis week. sorie fer just keepin quiet most tymes nwadays. i hope u all understand. ....................................................................................................
fer him: i'm terribly hurt. since tis is wat u realli wan den thrs noting i cn do. u cn hav wat u wan-freedom, space, tyme, everything. even after e separation, u said we cud contact lyke b4 bt its all fake. i noe u just wana make it sound nice-its ok. thks fer saying i actualli irritate u n owaes botherin ur lyfe nw. mayb yes u cn move on dat fast bt not me. u told me to open up n make more frens, so dat i wont tink abt tis bt i'm sorie its just not me. it hurts alot wen u said dat. it just hurts wen i wake up in e morning n thr i realise dat i'm now alone, n i'm no longer urs. trying to smile in skul, wen only god noes how hurt i feel inside. i noe tears cant bring thos tymes back to me. bt i'm just disappointed in u. aft 3yrs dat we r together, now den u realise dat u r not ready to commit to a relationship. n all u cn said is if we r fated to be together, i nid not worry. thks fer everything. thks fer pampering me tis 3yrs 7mths. i appreciate u alot even if u dun. u go on wif ur lyfe dun wori abt me. i only hope fate wil b fair to me. my dreams r shattered. my dream of u bein my life partner shud just b a sweet dream dat i can dream of. thks again. e memorise of us will b wif me thruout my lyfe. may u got e happiness u r lookin fer. til we mit again one day-insyallah. : '(
-spongecake-
chocolate-spongecake @ 3:58 PM
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Sunday, June 25
happy b'day.
HAPPY 18TH BDAY TO DEAR CLAIRE !!!
chocolate-spongecake @ 7:32 PM
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CHEESECAKE
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME~~!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!
chocolate-spongecake @ 2:21 PM
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Friday, June 23
chocolate-spongecake @ 2:16 AM
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Thursday, June 22
supergirl. (the clean version)
Hello ppl of the world!!
Its been a long time since i last blog. Was too busy since saturday. Working and working and working.
Before i start with work, i must say welcome back to dear brownie and huda from their holidays. And to Brownie, i seriously thought i had reply to your message. Maybe i replied in my dreams lah. sorry babe.. To spongecake, be strong ok. We'll always be there for you. And to Cheese, happy bday in advance to u. :) See u guys soon ya. How bout ica??
Ok. Let me talk about work.
Our admin manager, she's like the 2nd boss. We see her in the warehouse like all the time. A stern lady with a kind heart. But the shitty thing is that everytime the HI2 concentrating on work, she never walk past, but when we were playing games or taking a few seconds rest, she's always there. haiz. The best game that we played is the burping game.
And then there's Johnny aka 8 dollars. He's our darling!! Very cute. Very funny. Always being bullied. haha. Love him to bits. He helped me spike my hair ok. He ask me how many levis jeans i have and i said i got 1. When i ask him how many he has and he replied he had 9. haha.
Oh, i must say this, handsome guy says nat is pretty. :)
Oh, and we are 2 wicked future nurses. There's these 2 idiot old hag who always try to find fault with us. Damn them. If they ever admitted to the ward im in when a staff nurse next time, they are in grave danger. If there's a need to insert ng tube, we won't use ky jelly, instead we're using lignocaine. If there's a need for feeding, we either don't flush or we flush with coke or coffee. If there's a need for catheterisation, we'll just inject air and not water for injection, and we wont put ky jelly.
For bio, im still at git. Wish me luck cos i will be starting on brain today.
Ok people. Im going out soon. Whatever la eh to the people who i dislike. haiz.
Yours truly,
M.
chocolate-spongecake @ 9:41 PM
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Aft a long...ggg... time...
hey peeps.. well guess am now onli bloggin in aft a longggg time. Jus kinda busy wid werk and studies. Hmmm... well friday is cancelled...?!? well nvm we can meet each other in jus 4 days .. Yeah! yeah!
sue u are back!! haz u are missin'!!! kak i see u are alwaes wid me!! huda am excited to see ya hair!! Claire u are turnin 18 soon.. ha..ha i simply miss u guys....
:: nat::
chocolate-spongecake @ 8:55 PM
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Brownie is back
I touched the home soil slightly close to sunset, with such a heavy heart. To begin with, i wasn't intending to enjoy the trip to Borneo much though i was looking forward for a short getaway. Reason being i knew i have so much to settle back here in mainland, and besides, apart from the 2 hr 30 min plane ride, what's there to look forward to in a land away from Singapore?
I was wrong, truly i guess. I did have fun. Not just the sceneries that seems so azure and pure, but the fact that i was closer to the family then i ever was for these past few months. You know it's pretty easy to say you have a family, but just how close are you to them? Breathe the saem air, walk the same grounds, eat the same food, talk about the same thing. Relationships from friends to the family as a whole, of geographical distances and the very many different cultures of the people there, it's amazing. Totally. And i'll leave everything here just to drag you 5 along with me the next time round. Check out my blog for the pics ok?
Bio prac is on Monday and thankfully, just THANKFULLY i'm done with digestive system. or so i think. I still have like a lot more to go and it's all thanks to my commitment in other stuffs, i haven't been able to juggle my work well. Oh can i complain? *shuddup sue* Tralala... I'm suppose to meet roslyn in the sch lib at 1000hr and look at the time now!! i just woke up btw. There's masquerade dance prac later and i'm sewing the costumes. ='( God save the QUEEN..
Kuddos to Claire for being a great companion throughout our study yesterday. Beeped the rest but NEITHER one of you replied except for Cookie. haiz. I'm lookin forward for sch to open its doors again. Because when we're not schooling, we are all so busy, i wonder if we ever think about each other. How sad. And oh ya, i'm so sad we didn't make it for the sentosa outing organised by Shawn's group. i feel so bad. It's like aiya, i dunola. just like we are so bad we couldn't make it. then again, you babes got your own commitments and i had my trip..
Cookie and spongecake, i love you both as much as i love the rest. Remember dears, when God puts you to a test, he will bring you through it. Trust me, trust God. We are friends not just for the laughters but also for the tears, lean on me and i'll sponge your sorrows away- i'll try. And yes, make the wisest decisions now ok? No more rash decisions. Acceptance is tough, but with time and that inner spirit inbuilt in you, all will turn out well. You just need to give yourself time. My prayers are with you both, in everything that you both you. The other 3 included okie?
23rd is cancelled because i'm not free 3pm onwards.Got to accompany the boyfriend for his final medical consultation at NUH. i'm scared for him. But i'll be praying for him. then mutton curry is only free after 5.30pm right? so yup. Oh, guess what? i was like beeping roslyn that day asking her what to study for bio, she beeped me saying she was enjoying herself in Yunnan, China. haha. Then i was on the way to school for drama that day, sometime last week, and guess who i bumped into in the bus? A very MOTHERLY-FIGURE of EMILINE ANG.. lol.. yes, she was like having her son's head on her lap and she was playing around with his ears and all.. it was so cute... mother... student.. she's such an all-rounder.. that's one of the reasons why i really respect our dear ENs.. they're so inspirational...
signed, sealed, delivered with a kiss: brownie suszy
chocolate-spongecake @ 9:50 AM
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Tuesday, June 20
announcement.
me and him.
it's OVER.
those who know me surely will know how much shit i was in.
no more of all that.
enough said.
::triple choc cookie::
chocolate-spongecake @ 9:52 PM
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hudzz in da house!!
i'm back ..
once again..
here are de pics that we took..
Homestay Kampong Pelegong
i'm shagged..
goodnight
::triple choc cookie::
chocolate-spongecake @ 12:43 AM
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Sunday, June 18
yo yo YO!
with cookie and brownie gone overseas, our blog has been silent. no post. no updates. even our tagboard's quite dead.
hah.
hello.
lalalalallalalalallaal.
trying to make this post long enough so that it'll look like a decent post.
i miss us you know.
and i studied the degistive system! woohoo!
then i realised i've still got alot more to cover.
do you think we need to study nutrition?
drLOO didnt say anything about that.
oh well.
i think nobody will bother my post also.
kakakakakakakkaakakakakakkaakakak.
kaka from brazil is cute.
is it spelt brasil or brazil?
doesnt matter.
-with such weird post this must be cheesecake posting.
=)
chocolate-spongecake @ 2:07 PM
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Thursday, June 15
=(
peeps..
i'm goin away again tomorrow...
to negri sembilan.
=(
i'll be back on monday.
you'll know when i'm back.
anyways..
my mom is askin if you guys wanna help out on my bro's wedding?
(kendarat)
will be paid.
hehe...
just let me know soon aight..
but make sure can make it lah..
don't just say now can then later cannot.
it's on de 3rd december.
let me noe k k k ....
and it's open to all my peeps..
regardless of race, language or religion
to build a democratic society.....
eh what de hell i'm talkin shitz.
u dunno?
i also dunno..
wakakakakaka....
ok.
i'm outta here!
::triple choc cookie::
chocolate-spongecake @ 7:28 PM
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miss me? :)
hello people!
looks like i missed out quite alot.. with cookie cutting her hair, prata passing her btt and brownie having lesser teeth. :)
seriously im missing you babes already. WHEN ARE WE MEETING AGAIN?
i miss you i miss you i miss you.
yes i do.
hope all of ypu make youreslves free on the 23th. wanna spend my birthday with you.
-cheesecake.
chocolate-spongecake @ 12:21 PM
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over and out (1)
chocolate-spongecake @ 8:33 AM
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over n out
Hello peepz..
gross right? i know..
the surgery started with shivers running down my spine and God knows why the last time i went for the extraction on the right side, it was raining. This time round it rained again. And the aircon in the theatre was frigging cold la. Arrived at 0900hr with dear mum. Kudos to her for the great accompanyment. i've never been this thrilled in my life walking into the operating thetre knowing my mum was outside waiting for me.The whole procedure took longer then before.
This time round, something freaking unexpected happened. The Part of the lower molar which was drilled and removed, got stuck in between the gums and Dr Dental had to scare me by shaking his head. And today's nurse was friggin like f*ck la. She was looking away when the Dr was tugging, drilling, pulling and bleeding me. Oh wells, it must have been such a horror.
But seriously, when he realised part of my tooth was submerged in the wound, he shook his head in dissappointment, leaving me gagged with my mouth opened and i too started to panic and shake my head, demanding for an answer. oh wells.That's what happens when the dentist panics and you start to panic and the nurse panicked as well. I was seriously grimacing in dismay, though stuck to the chair, it felt like circles of million kinds were running through my head, and the bright lights were shining at my teeth like it was some kinda superstar. it's over by the way.
But i'm not taking it too well. it hurts very much. up till now. my tummy is playing samba music but i can't seem to consume any food. and shawn should know, i despise painkillers. so yup, ponstan is a total nono to me. i'll rather die in pain. oh how stubborn can i get? 6 stitches running through my gums, 12 packings all soaked in blood. poof.* teeth gone baby.
amoxycillin on the go. prays everything will be fine.i poofed my BTT the other time remember? so yup, when cheesecake turns 18, we shall go register together. kinda lost my motivation to go for another round of BTT. congrats to prata. apologies to all for not beinga ble to make it for today's ica meetin. tot it was tommorrow. ok i shall see if i still have the energy to go school for drama. i can't talk by the way.
signed, sealed, delivered with a kiss: brownie suszy.
chocolate-spongecake @ 8:27 AM
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Tuesday, June 13
surprise!!!
i've cut my hair!!!!!!!!!!!
it's short.
damn short.
shorter than sue's.
shorter than kakak's i think..
hahahhaha...
and no i'm not gonna take a pic of my new hair
and post it in here.
haha..
wait for our sentosa trip or till school reopens to see..
bluek!!
:p
::triple choc cookie::
chocolate-spongecake @ 5:57 PM
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brazil.....
oh yeah!!! pepps i passed ma BTT yeah yeah .. next i'lll be next to kumarasen. Yipee!!
I asked ma guy to test me and he started asking sum kinda stupid qns, and guess wat 2 qns came out mann.. i'm surprised actually he can be an instructed but dun one who noes there might be another "nathiya " out there to haunt ma guy down. Ah.. almost forgot, actually i saw kumar, near de entrance ( ah... i blushed) he was wearin' dis blue shades (reminds me of maya). I think he brought me luckdats y i passed, So aft ma sucess i was walkin down plannin to take a pic of kumar , later den i noticed dat saravanan (who's pic was beside kumar's) looked alike kumar so am confused on whom i saw de other day, ah.. but ppl dun worry kumar is for me onli ha..ha..
well gals if u are free try to come to sch tomoro at 11 cos plannin to tok abt de ica. Supposingly, i must call huda and claire but sorry peeps i forgot...!
Orite dats all abt it am very happy dat hendra's out yeah!!!
ps: ppl pls pray dat todae brazil must win..
:: madly in love wid karthik and kumar::
Life is gettin beautiful and blissful, am lookin forward for de days wen we can meet again !
this blue roses are for u ma honey peeps!!
chocolate-spongecake @ 1:44 PM
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tale of 6 girls
ok.. admittance no. 1.. i miss you babes so much la.. i miss kissing, grabbing your butts, talking to you babes, skipping lectures, going to bio labs.. eating at north canteen after fd junction uncle called it a day.. i miss going all hyper for soccer.. pretending to be hyper for tut just to get it over and done with.. arrhh.. i miss la.. wat else.
oh wells... thur ica and bio revision? wokies.. i'm cool with that.. besides i have production rehearsel on that day too.. same goes for spongecake.. oh ya, my next oral surgery is tomorro at 1015hr.. duno why but i have this teeny bit of fear running up my cerebral cortex and down my vertebral foramen.. prolly because i've forgotten how bad the pain was the other time, and knowing that Dr Dental said the extractions tomorrow is gona be worse then the one before.. oh wells, pray for me yup.
i'm having this bad sore throat la.. duno why.. oh ya, i went to watch the omen with my sisters on sunday.. it was cool shit la.. but that devil kid didn't die.. oh what the hell. haha. hendra's back? hasrul's back? hmm.. huda needs to choose wisely now i guess.. prays for the best for you yup. fai is not well too.. been having this throbbing heachache that refuses to go away.. boys are always stubborn, refuse dr's treatment. Oh, we should all hang out together soon.. probably you guys may wana meet fai and say hi!
ice skating.. when when when!!!?!?! i was seeing the advert in the train..it looks ubber cool.. i can imagine spongecake flying off the slopes like nobody's jackass.. haha..
to those working/lookin for a job..happy collecting money..i'm losing them.. haha..
signed, sealed, delivered with a kiss: brownie suszy
chocolate-spongecake @ 10:28 AM
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Monday, June 12
guess who's back?
i'm back.
hendra's back.
hasrul's back.
everybody's back.
but this friday i be goin off again.
to negeri sembilan..
till on de 19th..
=(
j.b wasn't fun.
bluek!!
like i've said..
i don't like de people there..
argh!
de mosquitoes were so big like bugs.
and de house lizards were like crocs on walls..
so big and fat.
gross!!!
that's all for today i guess.
i'm shagged.
hendra is different now.
i think i need to talk things out wit him.
maybe tomorrow..
haizz....
i dunno what's goin on.
blargh!!
::triple choc cookie::
chocolate-spongecake @ 9:39 PM
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things are gettin' out of hand
well peeps... first of all am gonna miss ya babes alots.... Next is whether u guys are free on thurs tot of goin to sch to revise for bio pract and maybe jus start off a bit wid de ica.Dis 2 weeks ahead ia really goin to be borin for me.. tryin to get a part time job, precisely none of de idiots will give job for 2 weeks but among those idiots they'll one ah.. hopefully.
well sue am happy dat u are att ha..ha.. good luck babe now u have an additional responsibility, as for ma other choclate beauties, take good care of ur seves and study hard make use of dis hmmm 14 days to revise and be prepared for ur test k.
am in a great dilemma....!!
:: nat::
chocolate-spongecake @ 11:30 AM
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Sunday, June 11
brownie in the house
had a splendid time yesterday. =) oh wells, what can i say. spongecake managed to see faifai face to face as i passed her the box of merci. had production rehearsel in the morning, he came to pick me up in the afternoon, headed off to arab st to walk down the rich culture of the Arabs and Malays. Felt very much like tourists. Had lunch. Strolled to the national library to read books and newspapers. Walk somemore to Suntect Toys R Us to catch a glimpse of the tiny toys come to live! oh wells. Suntec was having this midnight sale thing.. It was home after that..
I swear i haven't been walking so much these few months and having him around only means i have to walk more and spend less! yes, he'll always make sure i don't spend when i'm out with him. ok, that means you babes have to spend more $$$ when we're out ok?! cos' i'll be so deprived. haha. ok kidding.
Life's been awesomely beautiful. I'm prepared to face the challenges ahead. come what may. He wanted this whole thing to be a hush hush affair but at the rate he's entering and leaving school with me, and people seeing us around, it's not possible anymore. so yup. I've never been this happy for a long time and i'm so thankful to God for granting me my 5 babes and him to be part of my life. hearts you gfs many many.
I'll be leaving for Borneo this coming Saturday, do take care of each other when you guys have the opportunity to ok? To cookie, oh wells, the decision lies with you deary. If hasrul is the one, then forget about hendra. I know it's not easy but there's always two sides to the coin. You have to soon make your wisest decision, considering your future and all at stake. Whatever it is, you have our support okie sayang?
To the rest, to spongecake, you will always have my prayers. In all happiness an sorrow, you're always the darling cutie pie i remember and i truly cherish that. To my kakak and nath, i look up to you both as my elder sis. and although you guys are busy with production of viedoe klips and all, i know you both care. I wish you both the best in your filming. *rolls on the floor in laughter*
To my clairalina cheesecake, oh wells. I'm so sorry for putting you off time and again from shopping. I'm sooo sorry.. i promise to make it up to you soon okie? Till then.. when you're all off to sentosa on the 21st, please remember me far away. hoho.
signed, sealed, delivered with a kiss: brownie suszy
chocolate-spongecake @ 10:00 AM
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Friday, June 9
The return of Bobby.
-Congratulate me friends!! Bobby has recovers!!
-Apparently someone is in love. :)
-Had fun taking pics. But B was not there to take pics with us. :(
-Saw Mr Lian's son. - David, Michael and Richard Lian. Handsome maut.
-Had fun playing Johny Woosh, click bang click, 1 o'clock, 2 o'clock, I want to go CHINA... etc etc.
-Cheese make good jokes.
-Prata aka Kac aka Cang is in love with KR. :)
-Sponge is in love with volkswagen.
-Cookie going jb.
Ok. I actually want to write a lot of things but i forgot what i want to write.. hmm..
Lots of love,
MCwSCC.
chocolate-spongecake @ 11:09 PM
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bye peeps =(
i'm goin to johor tomorrow..
will be back on sunday or monday.
my cousin over there gettin engaged lah..
leceh..
i don't like them there..
bluek!
anyway just now went to meet hasrul.
we went to bugis..
chill at starbucks.
then he sent me home.
he sent me up till de 4th floor.
i kissed his hand..
then he didn't wanna let go.
i gave him a peck on his left cheek..
and he returned it with a kiss on de right temple of my head.
kept pressin his nose there..
then he pecked on my right cheek.
his hand still holdin mine..
not wantin to let go.
i just looked down..
i gave his hand a gentle squeeze
and walked out de lift.
his hand still holdin mine..
it slid off as i walked.
i turned back..
he waved goodbye.
de lift door closed.
when we were at bugis..
he was queueing to withdraw money.
i waited outside..
and i realise he kept turnin back to look at me.
then when we were at starbucks..
he was buyin drinks
and de same thing..
he kept turnin back to look at me.
at my void deck..
we were sittin down, talkin..
i was lookin down, listenin to his stories about his outfield.
then i looked up at look at him..
his eyes straight into mine.
he just stopped talkin and there was a moment of silence.
hmm...
i wonder why.
::triple choc cookie::
chocolate-spongecake @ 10:14 PM
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last day of school for term 1 year 2
today we took many photos.
 brownie came late so we couldn't take any with her.
today i was early. (as usual.)
i bought a brown beaded necklace for $6. thanks to spongecake's bargain. (i love you!)
i did not eat a proper meal. -kueh, watermelon, papaya, honeydew, egg sandwich and french fries.
we had a total of 5hrs break.
spongecake, prata and mutton saw mr bernard's sons.
I WANT TO SEE ALSO!
mutton reminded me of a joke which i told you all last time.
why do gorillas have big nostrils. haha.
"1 o'clock, 2 o'clock, 3 o'clock.. what time is it now?"
"johnny whoosh, johnny johnny johnny johnny johnny johnny johnny whoosh johnny"
"is it the wallet? is it the handphone? is it her watch?"
"bang click bang bang bang bang click click bang click bang! who die first?"
i had fun today.
:)cheesecake <3
chocolate-spongecake @ 7:42 PM
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090606 friday
. todae is ma mummy's b'dae
.am excited abt de dinner later
.todae did a make over for ma fren in de physio toilet
. bobby was in coma stage and now he's back alive
. i wore blusher todae
. kak became anna sui
.well we did sum pic takin in NYP
.sue went missin in de mornin so she wasn't in those pic
.i felt so dead cos i didn't listen to buttons song
.haz did epok epok for me
.saw mr lyne's son's pic (michael u rock!)
.huda doze off durin tutorial
. 2 idiots were pullin ma sleeves of ma blouse durin tut
. ma plan of watchin the thai horror movie went ruined cos ma dad took de dvd system
. now am damn pissed
. dats all for nats entry
. there's no full stop in dis entry.......!!!
chocolate-spongecake @ 7:36 PM
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Thursday, June 8
love and fantasy
as i watch the rain falls
a gust of cold wind blows my face
i shiver
as if a blizzard is here
cold air gettin thinner
the sun hides its warmth
not giving me room to breathe
i feel weak
my heart drops to my stomach
am i fighting a war just to lose?
alone in this battlefield
i struggle to live
up on my feet i stand bold
although my bones getting fragile
crackling sounds i hear when i walk
everyone is looking at me
what am i doing?
what have i done?
i'm staggering
i'm falling
i wish for a crane to pick me up when i'm on the ground
and bring me to a place far from here
a place warm and cosy
a place full of love
what is love?
i cannot answer
it's just like lying in a bed of roses
smelling sweet on your skin
despite the thorns
the petals blind your eyes
the smell mesmerise
but those spikes get deep in your flesh
till they reach your bones
then you feel the pain
pain of what love causes
love is only for the insane
yet why we fall in love
are we insane?
we hope for happily ever after
living in just fantasy
fantasy is what you see at the back of your head
like a broken projector
displaying stupid images
of what you want it to be
but right in front of your eyes you cannot see
it is something called reality
because of love you are blinded
blinded voluntarily
::triple choc cookie::
chocolate-spongecake @ 7:45 PM
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cheesecake
today im quite happy with myself.
thanks to spongecake and brownie i am pretty.
mutton said guys looked at me. LOOKED ok.
i caught one guy looking at me in college bookstore.
haha.. the wonders of makeup and fashion.
if only my darling was here to see my pretty face.
sigh.
today mutton tried on a dress brownie gave her.
she looked very cute.
like small girl.
brownie played with fries today.
im eating macaroni with soup and shreds of chicken now.
im all alone at home.
i want my darling.
:)
chocolate-spongecake @ 5:30 PM
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Spongecake's Dream Car!!!
ppl2!!
help me choose a color that suits me!!
excited2!!
i actualli lyke the yellow n soft pink.
but the soft pink dun hav la.
wait i spray myself.
pray for me i will get volkswagon beetle.
gosh its very nice!!
gorgeous car of mine.hmm.
choose for me ppl!!
*hugs*
-spongecake-
chocolate-spongecake @ 11:05 AM
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Lurve ourselves =)
spongecake & brownie just lurves tis pic of us*
*hugs*
chocolate-spongecake @ 9:49 AM
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walking sea..
-I was a walking sea yesterday.
-Brownie's dad is not feeling well.
-Hb is moodless.
-Cheesecake look cool in long-sleeves with shorts.
-Cookie still not here.
-Prata wears butterfly shirt. And she brought sting ray to school.
-We're at bio lab. Some of us are blogging, some checking mails, some surfing the net and etc ..
*To Hb, follow ur heart k. Do what you think is right. We will always be here for you. <3
Yours truly,
Mutton curry with sweet caramel chocolate. :)
chocolate-spongecake @ 9:34 AM
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Wednesday, June 7
actually...
actually..
i'm kinda lazy to blog..
but just some updates la eh.
actually..
yesteraday i went to esplanade alone.
was drinkin den got 3 minahs keep lookin at me.
so i called up ein, my bestfren.
went to meet him at cineleisure..
his crew had a performance there.
it's streetfest by de way..
one of de emcees (i mean rapper..) is cute..
;p
anyway that's not de point.
actually..
ein gave me a lecture after i told him bout hendra.
which made me think.
actually..
today i really met kid in de train to school.
we didn't even look at each other.
heck with him.
actually..
today i didn't get to see hendra.
=(
only family member can see him.
actually..
i went to meet azmi first.
talk to him bout hendra and stuffs.
and he installed a game in my hp.
but we didn't said a proper goodbye though..
coz we had a tiff.
actually..
i'm pissed.
coz talk to him like talk to wall.
same like some people..
likes to get themselves distracted when someone is talkin..
once twice is ok..
trice is too many times.
actually..
i'm not really pissed right now.
coz after azmi just walked off like that..
i went to hendra's place.
chill with his mom.
watch tv..
chit-chat with her..
till she fell asleep and i talked to myself.
i was watchin our makan places:lost & found
then i got hungry.
so i woke her up..
then we went to jln sultan there to eat.
i had mutton chop.
after supper, she drove me home.
felt so good to be lying on hendra's bed..
coz i can smell him on his pillows.
miss him so much.
actually..
i don't like stayin home with my bro only.
i want my sis back home.
so boring..
=(
i want hendra back home too..
i'm so lonely..
=(
my bro nags sia..
i appeared at de front door and he started to scold me..
askin me what time is it and why am i home late.
he said he tried callin me but my hp off.
goodness..
since when i ever off my hp??
F.O.N
i want my sissy and hendra........
=(
actually..
maybe tomorrow or friday i'm really really gonna cut my hair.
i don't care..
i'm gettin bored of it
and it's gettin irritating..
hahaha...
actually..
actually..
no more actually ah..
c ya!
actually....
::triple choc cookie::
chocolate-spongecake @ 11:23 PM
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070606
- yesterday i was happy.
- although my stomach did gave me problems.
- watched x-men3 with biba and kak.
- bought a black cardigan for myself.
- so tempted to buy bra. but didnt.
- spent almost $50.
- vomitted in j8 toilet.
- cubicle stink which stimulated me to puked also.
- kak's and biba's drinks spilt in biba's bag.
- were franctically trying to dry it.
- looking forward to watch movie with the 5 of you.
- stomach is still giving me on-and-off pain.
- but nvm.. i still can tahan.
- bought a black necklace today.
- i like~
- i want to eat. but eating is tiring.
- im pissed with my mother's daughter.
- cheesecake.
chocolate-spongecake @ 5:25 PM
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My darling 5
For today, tomorrow, for everyday of your life
I promise to guide you safely through every mile
I promise to try to carve that smile
I promise to shone the light in files
For today, tomorrow, for everyday of our lives,
We will never be alone,
We will always have each other to groan,
We will always have that phones.
I love you babes.
And no matter how much happiness i have,
It beats nothing compared to having
the happiness of friendship.
signed, sealed, delivered with a kiss: brownie suszy
chocolate-spongecake @ 7:38 AM
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Tuesday, June 6
life goes on...
am jus simply obsess wid buttons songs am keep replayin' again and again... till ma comp's speaker is spoilt ha...ha. Well jus came back hm from de prayers lah so damn tired of waitin .Well planned to tok to ma dad todae see how it turns out lah... he's still not happy wid me. Hey peeps sorry abt todae dun worry one day we'll confirm go out together maybe... for SHISHA.
i'm tellin' ya loosen up ma buttons babe ,
but u keep frontin' babe,
Say wat ya gonna do to me,
but i see nothin'
jud imagine i sing dis to KR ha..ha.. jump to action...
chocolate-spongecake @ 7:41 PM
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cheesecake
yesterday my father was quite funny.
he said he was going to buy fish and chips for my sister.
then he suddenly said he'll just buy the dont-know-what fish and potato chips.
then i asked him what is that fish?
then he said its the nasi lemak fish- since my sister wanted FISH and CHIPS.
-.- my father can be funny at times.
hah.
my stomach is twirling now. twirl twirl twirl.
pain.
crap.
im off to shit.
bye.
chocolate-spongecake @ 4:50 PM
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alone . . .
i feel so lonely.
dun let me b alone.
-spongecake-
chocolate-spongecake @ 4:26 PM
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lazy bum
i'm sad that one of my junior from ncc is in hospital battling with leukemia. i'm sd that i'm going to ttsh alone later. i'm happy i bought a new skirt yesterday. i'm happy we did very well for ica. i hope the two heros from our class is doing ok with their problems.. you babes too okie.
i love you all la... what else... MMMMUUUUAAACCCKKKXXX
ok i lazy to blog ar..
signed, sealed, delivered with a kiss: brownie suszy
chocolate-spongecake @ 9:04 AM
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Monday, June 5
triple choc cookie
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You have a kind heart and an unusual empathy for all living creatures. You tend to absorb others' happiness and pain.
People envy your compassion, and more importantly, the connections it helps you build. And compassionate as you are, you feel for them.
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How You Are In Love
You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often.
In relationships, you tend to be a bit selfish.
You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time.
You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.
You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.
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I am worth $1,278,028 on HumanForSale.com
chocolate-spongecake @ 1:26 PM
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as i lay on my deathbed......
like a knife in my chest
i bleed
cut open my ribs
my heart is for you to see
it's getting weaker
i'm dying
i shut my eyes
pulse fading
as blood fill my lungs
i suffocate
i gasp for air
my hand reaching out
i'm breathing deep
every breath i take is for you
my eyes are tearing
every drop is because of you
love me
save me
before this heart
stops beating
when i die
see me at my wake
my face all sallow and calm
but vague
your presence ressurects me
your touch make my heart beat again
your love brings in air to my lungs
you wash away all the stains
take me by the hand
love me endlessly
and i will be strong again
now till eternity
::emogurl::
chocolate-spongecake @ 1:38 AM
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Sunday, June 4
hello!!
or hello people..
haha. I very busy eh. Long time never blog here. Well.. some people to fickle, keep on changing her blogskin..
Btw, soooo many things that happen since the day i never blog. To all good things that has happens, congratulations!. To non-good things that has happens, take it as a test from god. We learn from experience. Whatever happens, just be strong ok. :)
To my 5 dearests, i'm sure we'll do well for tomorrow's presentation. Normally, last minute stuffs is always perfect. But don't take that phrase for granted lah, wait everything also we do last minute. haha. But ok also what. Gives us some sense of urgency. :)
You all know something, my brother starting to go camping everyday seh. Only come back during weekends. I just don't know how to say those 3 words : " I Miss You " to him la. Nvm. I may not say it verbally, but my heart says so.
Oklah friends(except unwanted people), i love you all..
Yours truly,
Mutton Curry.
ps: i can be a businesswoman. i sell magic plastic just now and i can talk very fast, ok. :)
chocolate-spongecake @ 11:12 PM
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another day
the day was filled with mahjong paper, keyboard, computer screen, marker pens, butterflies and many more. =) i seriously hope our presentation will go on smoothly tomorrow. Hmm, i assume ::emogurl:: is triple choc cookie? be patient yep girl. God tests the ones he loves.
Turn to HIM when you need him. Turn to HIM when you appreciate HIM. and perhaps you should really try to think about your future, as a wife, as a mother, as a laydee of high esteem. Dun wana see you troubled with these kinda problems time and again. We're here to comfort you okie?
One for my baby is such a sweet book. Depicting childhood, adolescent life, family, forbidden love, all about everything. Something which allows us to eventually realise that happiness is somewhere, out there. I hope everyone else out there is doing fine as well. Hang in there babes. Another 5 schooling days and we're fit to fly to freedom. Well not for a long time, but at least a 2 wk break should compensate the tough times of school and life as usual.
I went out with HIM yest. It was great. A great companion. Good food. You guys should see the way he forced me to eat. i made him eat with me cos the first time round only he had lunch whereas i was to nervous i didn't even have a sip of his drink. Ooh, and how he thinks i'm so into butterflies, that includes the charm ring you guys gave me originated from the toilet. He was analyzing it so thoroughly, then ringed it back into my finger. =)
Ok babes. I'm still waiting for kak to mail me her portion so i can summarize everything.
Peace out
signed, sealed, delivered: brownie suszy
chocolate-spongecake @ 8:55 PM
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my immortal
i'm so tired of being here
suppressed by all of my childish fears
and if you have to leave
i wish that you would just leave
because your presence still lingers here
and it won't leave me alone
these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase
when you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears
when you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears
and i've held your hand through all of these years
but you still have all of me
you used to captivate me
by your resonating light
but now i'm bound by the life you left behind
your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
your voice it chased away all the sanity in me
i've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
and though you're still with me
i've been alone all along
::emogurl::
chocolate-spongecake @ 3:46 PM
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O.O
i'm numb.
hasrul verbally said it.
that he still loves me.
hendra got nabbed.
a fight last night.
i told him not to do anythin stupid
i told him to stop his nonsense.
and he said ok.
he even told me not to worry.
and now like this.
so fucked up life.
::triple choc cookie::
chocolate-spongecake @ 2:48 PM
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- today is my good friend's birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
- i wonder how's brownie with mr fai fai.
- i wonder how's cookie with hendra & hasrul.
- i wonder how is spongecake now.
- i wonder how's kakak with her cousin.
- i wonder how is prata with kathirkasen.
- i wonder how am i going to fill my stomach later.
- i wonder how is his illness.
- i wonder.. why cant i shit everything out?
- i am cheesecake.
- i love all of you.
- kisses.
chocolate-spongecake @ 12:48 PM
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Saturday, June 3
PuzzLe of Six
Clinical theory and prac test over, down 2. one more to go. HS2117 ICA. We can do it babes. =) with enthusiasts like you babes around, who can ever say NO!! =) To triple choc cookie, just concentrate on getting ove with prac test first ok? Our prayers are with you.
This whole week has been enveloped with the feeling of getting smitten, elated, upset, angry and dissappointment. Two of us shed tears with regards to our loved ones. Sad it may seem but i'm sure the Big Guy up there has his reasons for all that has been happening. All that we have to do is to accept the situation, try to ammend it where possible and resign to fate and destiny.
So anywhays, kudos to triple choc cookie for tolerating our self-apraising selves (spongecake and i). The photo is superb and excellent, and i wish the puzzle of six will remain as it is till the end of time. Although we have approximately a yr 1/2 to go before all of us go our separate ways, and although i know our schedules will be real tight, with Prata probably gettng married upon graduation (cos she's stable-ly attached), and kakak eventually having a boyfriend etc, and the rest of us, leading beautiful little lives like we always do, we shall be friends forever ok? And i do hope the puzzle of six remains as it is. No additions, to cut-offs.
Life can never have been better for me. Seriously, i'm glad i'm happy and elated each day, and i'm sure you babes are happy to see me happy too right? Apologies for all the rough times i dragged you babes into, but definitely, i'll share this happiness that i'm having currently.
"What about honey stars?". You may ask.
Well i agree to a very deep extent with prata, as well as Jia Qian who listened to my advices. It's definitely better to have someone who pays attention to you without being forced etc. And besides, Honey Stars has been part of us since as long as i could remember. He is still nice, the charming guy who caught me by the eyes and the beautiful songs he humms each time we get together as a group. But i'm aware, in the long run, can i really see a picture with him? That's something real difficult to see. Besides, he doesn't even attempt to take on any actions to the hints that all of us been giving.
Nevertheless, it's been a pleasure knowing him. And it will always be. Whatever happens between me and the OTHER guy, has perhaps been resigned to fate and destiny. Pretty cliche is may seem, but i geuss t hat's how the world works. Because i've never anticipated his presence to come piling to me right after the director. Oh wells, enough about my life story.
I do hope my dear spongecake and triple choc cookie is doing fine. Do approach me and the other 3 babes when you need us. Now that prac is over, i'm all ears and attention to you sweethearts. =) To my cheesecake as well, i'm very much proud of you. Because with the presence of prince cong in your life, you seemed to have matured and blossom much more then before. And now you're able to see things in NOT only your perspective, but others as well. =) I love you all, all five of you, and the rest reading this blog (except for unwelcomed guests). I love group 22 and nursing and life in school can never be better without all of you.
I'll be meeting you babes later! *screams in joy*
and i'll be going out with HIM in the afternoon. *rolls in happiness*
signed, sealed with a kiss: Brownie Suszy
chocolate-spongecake @ 7:34 AM
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Friday, June 2
helo darls.
thks lots fer all ur corncern.
i'm touched bt however i duno y i still feel the lost tho.
its hard 2 move on.
maybe i shud accept tings.
i'm ok now.
really.
hopefully.
  c, i'm ok ryte? i'm smiling. i'm ok. yup. warning: i tend to eat alot wen i'm stressed. so if i were 2 put on weight tis wk, dun sae anyting ayt. mayb u all cn buy me food more often tis wk. more chocolate pleasseee. after all, we'll b back together if we're meant 2 b 4 each other. i believe in that.
luv u ppl.
*hugs* - spOngecake -
chocolate-spongecake @ 11:29 AM
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this is where we find inspiration
::triple choc cookie::
chocolate-spongecake @ 11:17 AM
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Thursday, June 1
........
haloooo....
my new blog is finally up.
and what a bad start especially with you-know-who goin around taggin and HACKIN into people's blog.
geez!
i hope i will do well and not screw up for clinical prac tomorrow..
=S
and our ICA too.
hmmmmmmmmm...
sighs..................
lotsa things in my mind botherin me.
i dunno la..
sometimes things can just get so hard.
and i just dunno what to do or how to react.
i am being strong..
but till when can i have this strength?
and when i'm weak, what will happen?
he's becomin an alcoholic.
and i hate it when he drinks.
red faced..
grumpy and irrational.
blows up at anythin..
i hate it.
i hate it.
i hate it.
but he just doesn't seem to know..
perhaps he does and yet still de same.
then about her.
fcuk that stupid bitch..
keep smsin and callin him.
sms him mushy2 emo stuffs..
keep callin him even when i'm wit him.
fcuk her and her words..
ya ya only..
so much of her "i won't disturb your lifes anymore"
and "i'll pray for your happiness ait huda".
BULLSHIT!
she's just crossin the line.
i'm pissed.
this whole week is totally not a good week.
blargh!!
::triple choc cookie::
chocolate-spongecake @ 9:57 PM
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hello. im bored at home.
hello people.
as you can read from the title..
yes, i am bored.
i dont know why.
maybe cos no one's at home.
and even so.
i'd still be bored.
cos i wont talk to them.
oh well.
i just have to talk to the comp then.
im telling you.
im so sick of nagging.
even though i know is not good.
but i just cant help it.
be it its-a-woman-thing-to-nag or it's just me
i dont know.
i dont want to end up like hb and her bf.
cos i know im not ready for all these
i think im blabbering too much.
oh well.
shall end here.
oh ya people.
today is my first time eating black chicken.
quite nice though.
it tastes just like white chicken.
where do black chickens come from?
do they sunburn the chicks when they are young for the black meat?
hmm.. i wonder..
love.
cheesecake.
chocolate-spongecake @ 7:24 PM
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love is in de air.....
well ppl.... todae is de end of ma exams . Will be joinin haz and claire next must fully concentrate on ICA. Impt ma.... hmm. hopefully can finish it by monday wat eva is it we CAN do it babes!
well ppl saturday am goin gym wid kaka... wanna join join lah fun wat.
Neway haz, life is a challenge we hav to fav de ups and de downs.... wen u suffer and one point of time take it as a challenge k .... and follow wat ur heart says....
ppl ppl.... i dun noe wat to type goin to do ma ica bye bye............
nathiya is beautiful
dats wat ppl tel abt me..... hmmmm can do me a favour tell dem not to publish de lah wait guys will be linin up ... ha..ha.. thick skin. neway jus jokin onli lah am not dat vain .......
wanna tel ppl abt dis guy whom i got to noe abt 4 mths ago he cut of de connection wid me jus cos i was attached. Now he's hauntin me again oh no! he called me jus now and was like tellin me dat he wans to tok to me.. ha..ha..... how to get rid of him?
>he's sissy
> a bloody ass
> a stupid pig
> a guy whom praises himself
> a person whom I HATE.....
:: nathiya @prata::
chocolate-spongecake @ 1:29 PM
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it hurts alot.
really.
i'm not sure wat/how i shud feel.
i'm sorie i broke down just now.
i've kept inside long enuf.
ur words really hurts.
even tho i asked 4 it at first, i didnt mean 2.
but y r u so selfish.
y dun u wan 2 appreciate ?
m i bad?
its just a little bit more of ur attention dat i wan.
tak bole ke?
it changed.
eveythimg changed.
realli.
after 3yrs, u changed.
y?-becos of me?
wat issit bcos of me?
wen i'm not wit u,i behaved.
i dun flirt.
i'm hepi being attached wit u.
but y must tis hapen?
how i wish i can rewind everything.
which i noe i cant.
tyme off-i said 'yes'
but how can u assure me dat we'll b together back after tis tyme off??
i dun wan 2 sound desperate.
but wat can i do.
i c a future in us-mayb u dun care.
i noe u no longer care but tis is wat i wished for.
gals i'm okie. dun worry ayte.
i noe i still have u all.
hugs. :'(
chocolate-spongecake @ 1:22 PM
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1 june 2006.
-my feet stinks cos of my shoes.
-i having blister but i dont care.
-i feel like peeing but im too lazy.
-my bladder is full.
-supposed to discuss ics but none of us ia doing anything.
-kakak is praying.
-huda is in the toilet.
-i wanna go toilet too.
-we having bio lecture at 32 later.
-good luck to mutton, brownie and cookie for their practical test tmr.
-you can do it.
-just like me, spongecake and prata.
-spongecake, dont be sad.
-seeing you sad makes me sad.
-i want to see cong.
-i miss him.
-tmr is friday.
-i doubt we going out together tmr though.
-if we're doing ica tmr, does that count as an outing too?
-i dont know.
-typing this way is fun.
-it's called typing out your thopughts in point form.
-it's cool.
-you guys can try it too.
-love,
-claire.
-muacks!
-p.s. today is my friend's birthday.
-p.p.s. 24 more days to my birthday!
-woot!
chocolate-spongecake @ 1:13 PM
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