Tuesday, May 30
claire.
i dont know what to do. have i been too strict to him? was i wrong in anything i do? i really dont know. his actions contradict his words and he says ive been the one throwing my temper and being not understanding towards him. have i? i dont know what to do. all im trying to do is bring us together. and he's saying i only think of meeting. is it wrong? he doesn't tell me stuff and accuses me of being unreasonable. is it my fault?
i really wish we could turn back time. id remain at the 1st few months we were together. no quarrels. no temper. no anger. just simply bliss. i know i can never have that anymore.
i just wished he could try to understand more.
and not just scold me and say he think we shouldnt have known each other in the first place.
it hurts so bad.
i know im partly to blame.
and he is at fault too.
i love him. i do.
chocolate-spongecake @ 9:29 PM
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2 hours of school
oh rite ppl.... well surprisingly kaka wore lady like yesterday it was really nice on her... she looked sweet and sue wore high heels(he..he) her mum wore her sandals so too bad but she looked good in dat jus dat we looked a bit shorter... hmmm everythin went on perfect except for one haz.. haz.. wat has happened has happen... dun dwell on it any more take a step aheah and be stronger gal... everythin in life is passin clouds...
todae is practical test for 2 of our babes haz and claire. good luck gals jus be strong and do well we are behind u.
huda read ur previous post abt hendra... hmmm u noe guys, wen they are angry they tend to vent de anger on us.. cos we noe dem well and they feel betta by doin dat ( i think lah)They are guys unlike gals who prefer talkin things out but they prefer to shout out loud out.So wen de rite time comes ( esp wen he's in good mood) slowly bring up de matter i'm sure he'll tell u wat drove him up de wall.... aftall u are de one who noes him well so hav to endure and get on wid de flow...
arrrgggg am very very sad... they changed katleen in hi5 damn ass. This gal look like a fatty pig . i jus can't stand her .deepest condolences to de group hi5 cos i thin kthey are goin to flop due to dis woman...
chocolate prata nathiya
chocolate-spongecake @ 9:33 AM
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Monday, May 29
happy burfday roslyn!!
today's roslyn's burfday..
she's a year older now.
but i dunno how old is she really is..
or maybe i do.
haha!!
that's for you kepo-kepo out there to find out for yourself la eh.
anyway, she bought a cake and we all sang her burfday song outside tutorial.
de cake got alcohol la eh...
hahaha...
siyu and zeyan lookin at de cake in envy. hahaha.. ::triple choc cookie::
chocolate-spongecake @ 11:45 PM
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oh yeah..
i forgot.
these are de pics we took on friday night outing..
this is my unfinished fried beef kway teow..
kakak and me =)
we found this is sue's bag.. hmmmm... o.O 
and finally.. US in de toilet.. but nat is missin. =( 
::triple choc cookie::
chocolate-spongecake @ 11:18 PM
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sighs from within
sometimes i try to hide my feelings, my emotions..
but sometimes i just can't.
that's why sometimes you can see me so down n quiet.
i really dunno what's gonna happen between me and hendra.
actually things are really hard right now.
firstly because of that stupid bitch messin up our lifes..
then it's him and his attitude.
then it's us feelin insecure with each other.
somehow i find it all so stupid.
coz i'm trin so hard to keep a positive mindset
while he doesnt'.
and de worst part is whenever he has negatives thots,
he'll just keep to himself.
and just throw tantrums.
i can't be strong on my own all de time.
and when i'm weak, who am i suppose to lean on?
i really dunno what to do.
somehow i feel disappointed too..
*sighs...*
i don't wanna lose him like how i lost somebody whom i loved so much before.
but at de same time, i don't wanna get hurt too.
well... i think we'll just wait and see la eh..
just gonna chill.
to haz..
just chill aight gurl.
be strong.
i understand how you feel.
life is hard.
nothin comes easy..
just a piece of advice for ya..
take whatever that happened as a lesson to be learnt.
doesn't matter his mistakes or yours or whoever it is.
de most important thing is that you learn and change for de better.
it's de experiences that matures you.
::triple choc cookie::
chocolate-spongecake @ 10:58 PM
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to kakak. that's why you say im cute and funny.
when my jokes make sense, im funny.
when my jokes are not funny, im cute.
kakak really knows me well. i love you!
hmm.. to sue.. i still like the retro shoes.. or retro kitten pumps or whatever you call it.
it's soo.. RETRO. and it's green. which by the way, suits me. cos green is a sexy colour.
to haz.. just follow your heart. you can listen to advice given by us but ultimately what choice you make must come from within your heart. not anyone else's. oh ya, GOOD LUCK TO OUR PRACTICAL TEST FOR TMR. we can do it!
huda.. you look like a tree today. playing hangman with you is fun. let's do it again.. again again.
nat. you are crazy.
so there. this is my post for today.
oh ya.. i cant stand it when some people think they are so smart.
ARGH. damn.
love, claire.
chocolate-spongecake @ 10:01 PM
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spongecake
Dear babes,
i know im not suppose to be so upset over everything that has been happening in life lately. but seriously, it bothers me so much when one of you feels down and suppressed. and this entry i dedicate specially for dear spongecake, whom i love so much.
i know she has not be showing her emotions as much as i have. but it pains and saddens me when her partner seems to be falling out of love. and i just can't seem to sympathize her. i empathize her. a lot. i can't say 'be strong' because i'm not strong myself in this kind of situation. but i seriously salute you for the strength and courage to push on.
signed, sealed, delivered: brownie suszy
chocolate-spongecake @ 5:02 PM
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- My feet is full of blister. Thats because i want to match my skirt and the shoe.
- I wear like a lady today.
- We're eating at bio lab.
- Biba is depressed.
- Sue is making template for ica.
- Huda was early for school.
- That prata very ego. Still don't know how to put tag board at the right place.
- I find that Claire is cute and funny. But sometimes her jokes doesn't make sense, sometimes la.
- Going to anugerah skrin later.
- My leg is full of blister.
- It hurts.
- My house the kitchen and bathroom light is not working.
- Thanks to my dad's creativity.
- And i need to apologise to my dad for making him worry last saturday.
Ok. Im done. Gdbye people. I love you all. Had a super great time at the bbq last saturday! ps: my legs hurt. Lots of love, mutton curry.
chocolate-spongecake @ 4:56 PM
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monday blues
i feel stupid.
comin to school at 9 when class starts at 11..
now i'm all alone in this freezin bio lab, bloggin.
i had breakfast at mac alone.. =(
and that guy who is always in the lab keep playin stupid stupid songs.
ughh!!
irritatin sia..
anyway, i miss hendra. =(
and i think i'm gonna change my hp to Nokia Ngage QD this wednesday..
i'm not sure to change or not.
what ya'll think??
blargh..
i really feel stupid sia.
it's like as though i'm talkin to de comp..
except for de fact that i'm not talkin aloud lah..
damn it la..
that faggot is playin some trance music.
argh!!
"somebody gimme a shotgun to shoot him in the head PLEASE..."
i'm bored...
cold..
and bored.
cold..
and goin nuts.
i wanna sleep.
i'm sleepy..
i want hendra.
i miss him.
btw did ya'll watch x-men already????????
o.O
::triple choc cookie::
chocolate-spongecake @ 10:40 AM
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spongecake with love
Dearest Spongecake..
it's the trials and tribulations of love life that makes one a stronger person each time.. my blessings and prayers are always with you babe.
signed, sealed, delivered: brownie suszy
chocolate-spongecake @ 9:22 AM
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Sunday, May 28
i'm back!!
first of all..
sorry babes for what happened on sat.
things really didn't go as i planned..
and i'm sorry on behalf of hendra too.
anyway sat nite was great but not too great.
we went to Hard Rock Cafe..
saw that CT.
she was really drunk..
and i mean really really drunk.
she can't even stand.
can't even sit staight..
anyway, de best part was when on de dance floor..
damn!!
feel real good to dance..
but de not great part is.........
it's for me to know, for you to find out.
i don't wanna publish it here.
sorry guys that things got kinda outta control.
all i can say is that whatever de bad part is..
that's gonna be de last time it's gonna happen.
sorry i didn't get to take any photos..
so.. see ya'll in school tmr..
chao!
oneLOVE
::triple choc cookie::
chocolate-spongecake @ 11:26 PM
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let the pics do the talking babes
 
signed, sealed, delivered: brownie suszy
chocolate-spongecake @ 11:21 PM
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Saturday, May 27
oh ya.. i forgot to add in this last night..
to huda..
i too.. am obsessed with myself.
walalalala!
theoneandonlybeautifulprincessclairalina.
chocolate-spongecake @ 12:19 PM
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The day where we all go out..
- Had 8 am lecture and only reached there around 8 plus plus.
- The people who were there was claire, only.
- Later, helped su and huda write their name.
- Couldn't help but agree to what rahjee chalson said when we helped them to write their names : "Teacher's think they are smart, but students are smarter.."
- After school, we all (except Nat) went to orchard for some shopping since we can't get x-men tickets.
- Had dinner at this nana thai restaurant.
- Huda bought pink tube top.
- Sue bought a green pants.
- Biba bought a denim dress and 'school of rock' t-shirt.
- Claire bought bikini.
- And i bought a brown denim skirt.
- Went home by bus.
- Me and Claire saw this huge gigantic bike seh. Green colour..
- Don't know la, some people can walk straight wanna walk one big round. haiz. I just dun understand what they thinking.. haha.
- Oklah, bbq with the MKPL clans later.
- Will update real soon.
Bye... Lots of love, Mutton Curry..
chocolate-spongecake @ 9:37 AM
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Friday, May 26
26052006
question of the day: did i enjoy myself today?
my answer? YES, TOTALLY.
it was so much fun going out with you guys.. especially when it's with the five of us. (nat, u missed out ALL the fun.) although it was just 3plus hours of shopping in town.. i feel it somehow brought us closer together. hope we can get together more often. :)
today, huda bought a pink flowery tubetop which wasn't very huda-ish. but the tube was very sweet and the cute flowers are damn.. cute. I LIKE~! anyway..
kakak tried on a few dresses which did not really fit her.. but in the end she bought a brown skirt. sweet! LADYLIKE-SITI. a good change :)
hazBIBA bought a denim dress. very cute. very girly. very hazBIBA.
sue bought a GREEN pants.. which cost only.. hmm.. $10? $20? it was like damn cheap can. if only they sold shorts..
last but not least.. i bought a bikini. ((: it's brown and blue and has flowers. i love. (((:
for dinner.. we ate at nana thai. and took many many photos. and was peeped by a small girl from the table across me. she was so cute la can. think she was learning her 1,2,3s.. i caught her counting the no. of people at our table. and each time we laugh, she'll look at us, probably thinking what the comotion was all about. too bad i didnt take a photo of her. 'else all of you can look at her pretty face. awww..
oh ya. we found out something. SOMEBODY keeps honeystars box in her bag. we think she's crazy. indeed.
and haz kept complaining about the jungle from her tomyum soup. and kept asking us to blog about this. lol. cute la she.
some random photos from dinner.
some more photos while we were in the toilet..
last but not least.. i've got to show you this. it's the biggest, hugest, most giganticly enormous motorbike i and kakak have ever seen..
presenting to you.. mr big bike.
ok la. im tired. see you babes tmr for another big outing. BARBEQUE.
im waiting..
hugs and kisses,
cheesecake.
chocolate-spongecake @ 11:54 PM
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=)
first and foremost, x-men3 later with all, except that prata. (middle finger for you la). seeing biba and claire watching cbt make me smile. these pictures make me smile. everything make me smile. and to sue, smile like how i always smile. =)
 MY NEW CRUSH!!! (n clarissa's too
chocolate-spongecake @ 11:34 AM
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that's what friends are for
Dionne Warwick - That's What Friends are For Lyrics
And I never thought I'd feel this way
And as far as I'm concerned
I'm glad I got the chance to say
That I do believe I love you
And if I should ever go away
Well, then close your eyes and try to feel
The way we do today
And then if you can remember
Keep smilin', keep shinin
'Knowin' you can always count on me,
for sure
That's what friends are for
For good times and bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for
Well, you came and opened me
And now there's so much more I see
And so by the way I thank you
Whoa, and then for the times when we're apart
Well, then close your eyes and know
These words are comin' from my heart
And then if you can remember, oh
Keep smiling, keep shining
Knowing you can always count on me,
for sure
That's what friends are for
In good times, in bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
Oh, that's what friends are for
Whoa... oh... oh... keep smilin',
keep shinin
'Knowin' you can always count on me,
for sure
That's what friends are for
For good times and bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for
Keep smilin', keep shinin
'Knowin' you can always count on me,
oh, for sure
'Cause I tell you that's what friends are for
For good times and for bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for (That's what friends are for)
On me, for sureThat's what friends are forKeep smilin', keep shinin'
signed, sealed, delivered: brownie suszy
chocolate-spongecake @ 10:54 AM
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mrs param
LOL..
mrs param. cool shit. do we have to apologise to her? no wonder dr. param had that sinister smile smack on his face. i'm excited to meet you babes laters. though i'm still febrile.
hmm, the entry before belongs to? nath isit? sign off le.. if not duno who typed it. and yep, if got any worries, share with us okie. don't be like me.
" I cried again last night. Maybe everyone was right. "You should give him another chance.". Maybe I still loved him. I know I might regret it all one day. Just like what Sue said, "It's better to look for someone who loves you than to look for someone you love.". Hais. Didn't tell anyone because I don't want any of them to worry about me."
this entry from Qian's blog moved me. didn't know my words did take a tour in her mind..
signed, sealed, delivered: brownie suszy
*sick*
chocolate-spongecake @ 10:38 AM
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Thursday, May 25
MA LIFE IA WORST DEN A DECOMPOSED SHIT
its realli damn irritatin sial... i'm sooo pissed... i jus can't control ma emotions .......
neway heard kak is joggin at home ha...haaa... kelaka lah kak
chocolate-spongecake @ 10:08 PM
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<3 friends forever <3
signed, sealed, delivered: brownie suszy
chocolate-spongecake @ 9:11 PM
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on the way to tbcu with all except brownie today.. something caught my eye.
"all you need is love. but a little chocolate now and then doesn't hurt."-charlie brown.
so we should eating eating chocolate now and then.
afterall.. it doesn't hurt!
:)cheesecake.
chocolate-spongecake @ 8:23 PM
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hmmmm....
why is it that i'm always de last one to blog for de day??
haha..
anyway these past few days have been quite interesting i must say.
today sue had a panic attack in lab class. poor thing sue.. can really see her stressed and depressed.. although i don't really noe de full true story of it, and i noe i've told you this before, just chill. and don't bother about him. seiously gurl, i hate seein you like this.. why are you doin this to yourself.. c'mon.. i noe you're a strong gurl. stand up for yourself and at de same time, don't be too soft hearted. i noe it's easy for me to say all this coz i'm not you.. but just look around, it's a cruel world out there. and if you dont be strong for yourself, who else will? about you not havin anyone to turn to, hey... what are friends for?? and just remember this sue.. it's mind over matter. if you don't mind, it doesn't matter. that's what hasrul always tells me when my self esteem is low.. =) i'm just worried for you and your health dear..
on the other hand, i'm kinda worried about hendra too.. although i try not to think of it too much, de thoughts just keep comin. you see, before i was with him, he was seein this other gurl, CT (which i think stands for Celaka Tonggang-terbalik). and he see her just because i didn't wanna be with him before. not because he loves her whatsoever. somehow i see it like she's just a spare tyre lah.. anyway, this CT really loves him now. hendra said that she noes bout me, but she doesn't noe bout US. and it seems to me that hendra is draggin this matter of not tellin her da truth. it's kinda making me suspicious. is it stoopid or is it stoopid huh? haiz.. no doubt i am sad, scared, insecure, disappointed and a lil hurt. but i'm puttin all that aside just for him. even when he told me that he still feels insecure wit me and needs that f**kin CT to fall back on.. gosh! i was cool when he said that right in my face while holdin my hand somemore. but only God noes what i was feelin inside. to be honest, i was shattered by his words, by what he's doin. and it takes me alot alot of courage to swallow it all and continue this journey with him. but then again. i hope he just won't take my kindness as a weakness. coz all my experiences and failures in relationships had just made me stronger. my patience has a limit too.. and i will NOT give face to those who crossed de line. includin that muthafcukin CT (de real MKPL). i'm so so SOoOOo pissed la eh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hendra if you're readin this, remember you screwed up once, twice and so don't let there be a third time. so gurls.. lets watch x-men 3 tomorrow! 
::triple choc cookie::
chocolate-spongecake @ 8:02 PM
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stress induced hypertension
Babes,
i'm sorry for giving you all panic attacks just now. I have to admit, my emo and stress was taking control of my health. Been unable to sleep last night. Had so many thoughts running through my mind. Who would love me still now that i've hurt fiza. Who would still be there for me when i was crying piece shit last night. Seriously, so many things was going through my bloody cerebrum, i think the neurotransmitters got lost along the way too. Dr. said i am fine. though he said i was suffering from stress induced hypertension, migraine and as usual, the asthma. All of these due to stress. I'm such a freak at controlling my emotions and when i eventually can't take it, it takes a toll on my health. I'm sorry i'm always giving each of you panic attacks. Like to the whole group 22, i'm deeply sorry. People go to school to study, not to fall sick. I shouldn't have turn up for school since i wasn't well. oh wells.
enough said. the problem was actually minor. Just the words that were being manipulated that is giving everyone misconceptions of the whole situation. For the record, i finally poured my whole emotions out to my parents. And trust me, nothing beats that satisfaction after letting the parents know everything. As usual, the mother felt i should just leave drama now that it was too much to take. And what's most important, is to really listen to my heart. Perhaps you babes should try talking to your parents when you're dwelled with problems. It was only then did i notice how much the parents were happy to share their own BGR stories. It's cool shit i tell you. And ooh, for the record, i'm in love with Mr Edmund Khng. I think he rawks la. 5 hours of sleep, i even dreamt of him can. Anyone has any chinese guys to intro to me? lol.
mum said malay guys are difficult people to understand. i don't know if it's true ar. But really, i'm just glad i didn't end up in the hospital. though going to a private clinic was a total bomb. i promise nothing of what happened today will happen again. and to spongecake, i totally understand your situation. just that i was so upset because i had noone to turn to. i just want the truth, as much as fiza does. i just hope she's fine. i've learnt to calm down. a lot. and ooh, just a confession. if you babes receive smses from my no., please take a double look at the way the person type the sms. it can jolly well be my mum instead of me. yup..
i'm looking forward to this sat. as much as the parents insist i stay home, i need a break ar. oh hell, what kinda break when ica not done. lol. we start tomorrow okie? ica. then movie. then esplanade. then shop for bbq. ok? so many things i wana do. sobs. i miss my star.. i last say him yesterday when i was reading my script outside bio lab after school with one of the drama boys..... i hope he doesnt think i'm with that drama guy. oh gosh i miss him.
signed, sealed, delivered: brownie suszy
chocolate-spongecake @ 6:35 PM
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my thought for half the day.
cheesecake.
well.. down to serious business for now.
i was quite excited to go to school today.. dont know why.
but when i reached school.. i saw sue looking sad. tried to talk to her but she did not smile.
then during lab she had a panic attack (i think) and when i looked at her.. to tell u the truth.. i almost cried. i dont know why.. just that when i saw her on the floor, i was quite sad and a bit at a loss cos i didnt know what to do.
but to allah's grace (is it right..? hmm..) she was fine.
:) three cheers to sue!
anyways.. lalalallala.
i dont know what to say already. hah.
claire!
chocolate-spongecake @ 1:27 PM
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S-O-R-R-Y
i'm sorry mayb 4 not being a good fren.
noing things but-but choose to kp quiet.
u may be blaming me,disappointed in me but i gt no choice.
its better to kp quiet rather than telling ppl tis n dat
when i'm not involve in tis mess.
i listened to 3 different stories.
both r my frens so u noe its difficult 4 me.
i dun wan 2 b so involved in tis
u noe wat i mean kan
pls understand k.
when u tok to me,
i kept quiet.
dats bcos i just dunno wat to sae anymore.
i'm realli sorry.
but seriously e only advice i can giv is:
thos hu r involved in tis mess must sit down n tok
all truth n no more lies.
whoever
enuf of twisting stories.
realli.
its no use.
now we just wait 4 e day
dun tink 2 much abt tis.
take care of urself
as its no use suffering bcos of tis.
u shocked me in e lab just now.
hope u r fine aft visit to e doc.
again..i'm sorry.
we'll wait for e momment of truth.
*hUgs*
-spongecake-
chocolate-spongecake @ 1:26 PM
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here's the song mutton and prata have been obsessed for the past few days.. going all hyper and jumpy when they start singing the song. oh man. they look sooo cute!
Music makes me want to move with you
Music makes me want to groove with you
Hold my hand, and listen to the band.
Feel the beat and you'll understand
Feel the beat, pounding in your heart.
Feel your feet when the rhythm starts ...
Let the music take control.
Let your body rock and roll.
Music makes me want to move with you
Music makes me want to groove with you
Bomp Bomp Bomp.
We're gonna dance all night - yeah
Bomp Bomp Bomp.
We're gonna be alright - yeah
Music makes me want to move with you
Hear that rhythm it makes you wanna swing.
Hear the music and start to sing
Sing the song and sing it out loud.
Make yourself heard above the crowd
Music makes me want to move.
Music makes me want to groove
Music makes me want to move with you
Music makes me want to groove with you
Bomp Bomp Bomp.
We're gonna dance all night - yeah
Bomp Bomp Bomp.
We're gonna be alright - yeah
Music makes me want to move with you
and.. presenting to you..
yes. this is NATHAN. kakak and nat's no. 1 from HI5! woot!
anyway.. i do hope when i turn 20, i wont be so obsessed with stuff like hi5 listening to rain rain go away and mirror mirror who is that i see.. haha. no offence to mutton and prata though. :)
cheers!
-cheesecake love.
chocolate-spongecake @ 1:12 PM
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haizzz.. live audio
wella yesterday went for live audio was cool wid many many malay guys but onli few indian guys ha..ha.. guess was we hv to do deco sial... hmmm dun noe wat's de outcomehmm well it was a hyper day oso was actually filmin our "hi2" hmmm pls com eto me to see de video lah ... neway it was super hyper well todae it was a tragic day sue was havin sum kinda panic attack. well everyone got blur... since mornin she was not really good well wat eva is it hopefully sue get well soon ah.....! ha..ha.. kaka is in love wid a teacher and am in love wid de conductor who shampooed his hair yesterday ha...ha...
wella later goin to TTSH wid fatimah claira and haz... ha..ha... ya.. ya am learnin vertical parkin in bio lab... he..he.. am goin mad...
PS: kaka middle finger for u !!! and huda u look sweet in dat pic but cannot be pretty as me lah eh...!!!!!!!
chocolate-spongecake @ 1:11 PM
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frenz forever =)
guess you babes are either snorin and droolin away when i'm bloggin this..
or in bed already..
well, i got home at 11pm today..
and i'm eatin while typin this.
first of all..
i wanna apologise to all of you if i haven't been spendin much time wit ya'll..
i realise i'm always busy wit smokin (which i'm tryin to cut down),
busy with hendra,
and busy with i also dunno what lah..
i'm sorry if i'm not always busy with you gurls..
secondly i wanna thank all 5 of you for being there for me..
i've never ever had such close, caring, loving friends before in my life.
i'm touched by you gurls for all that you have done.
for all de laughs we had,
tears we shared,
naggings i got,
and de love ya'll gave.
i'm touched that none of my frens before had ever care for me so much.
care bout me smokin..
care bout me with guys..
except for ya'll.
brownie, cheesecake, prata, spongecake and mutton curry..
haiz...
typing ya names is making me even more hungry..
LOL.
 and i'm obsessed with myself. de camera loves me so what can i do but to smile.. =) *shrugs*
so lastly..
friday we go run then watch x-men III ok??
wakakakaka...
::triple choc cookie::
chocolate-spongecake @ 12:13 AM
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Wednesday, May 24
idol number 2?? nolah..
I was late for lecture today. The even better part, when i called dear spongecake after my practical, she still at home lah eh. What only that little girl. Haha
Suba aka Nat's friend performed for today's lunchtime concert. She plays violin. A good violin player. If only i got that passion like what she have... But i fell in love with the conductor lah. Especially the part where he shampoo his hair. Power!
Prata and me eh, super crazylah. We dance and dance that we don't realise there's people behind us. We so hyper active today seh. But at times ah, i feel tired too. Finally, today we get to record our very own hi-2, thanks to dear cheesecake. Brownie and Spongecake and of course video-woman cheesecake get to see the dance livelah. Cookie Huda and Hadi watch it thru Prata's hp. I guess watching live is better ryte?? Oh and Huda brought her bf, who is also part of mkpl fc just now. Then they go missinglah. MIA seh.. Wonder where they go. hmmm.....
Prata and me went to our very first live audio meeting. Sounds super important ah. A bit lah. Me, Nat and Shawn will be doing decor for the gig. Haiz. Decor lah eh.. I don't know why frat bro and dental friend like to immitates my voice. I dont sound like idol what. Ape jer seh they all. Wait skali their future wife voice more high pitch than idol then they know. hmph!
Oklah. Till then.
Yours truly,
Mutton curry.
chocolate-spongecake @ 11:09 PM
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<3 six sweethearts <3
Dear girls,
a confession i have never came up with to each of you. No matter how rarely you guys see me sticking around with you, my love for each of you has never been depleted. in fact it's being restored day by day, especially on days when all our frequencies are the same, when all we talk about are of the same interest, when cookie doesn't leave for fag sessions aka smoking, when i don't leave for drama nor ncc, when spongecake is at her most hyper-self, when cheesecake is on good terms with chong, when prata has interesting stories to share about her cousin brother and cousin sister etc, when mutton curry talks about idol and the way she speaks influences each and everyone of us.it's just heaven having each of you around.
Differences aside, each of you are my true found friends of nursing. Babes who share the same passion as i do, babes who get involve with the same load of schoolwork, babes who fall in and out of love. All of us are unique souls; inbuilt us are different qualities of various kinds. Our strengths and weaknesses vary from point to point. But what matters most is; i've learnt to accept each of you as who you are. And i feel that we've bonded like super glue since the beginning of this term. We're so close, we share a lot of passion for nursing, for soccer, for love life, getting ccas....
I just hope that our friendship will continue blooming and blossoming in this garden of heavens aka nursing. All that i know right now, nothing can separate us. Because i've learnt to love each of you as equally. And as much as i don't wish to say this, i seem to be the most problematic around. one problem after another. we're all humans. and i know sometimes we need to have some self-control on our problems as well. I wouldn't have made pass this one year plus plus mark of beng single without you gals. for real. And as much as sometimes i feel like neither of you understand me, i have to admit shyly that i don't really understand myself either. I'm just glad to have all 5 of you by my side, because you gals are just like my soul-sistas. Through thick and thin, through all problems, i promise, i will be there for each of you. Be open with each other when you feel like it, and we'll be on the road to understanding each other better.
I apologize for the times i get all boiled-up and tensed over pressure. i admit i tend to get so restless when datelines press hard on us, and i fall into this category of controller more then a good team-mate. There are just many things in life which i myself don't understand. Really i don't. For the record, and to be frank with all of you, i have decided to forgo the Mr. Director. And i shall do that by not accepting his calls and smses, severe all ties. It shall just remain platonic because as long as i maintain unprofessional contact with him, i am giving him unnecessary hopes and leading him on. He's just not the person i'm looking for and our interests clashes to the extreme ends. Our chemistry is on the lower end and i have not stopped liking honey star. i don't wish to put presure on force things on honey star too on the other end. i just want him to be happy. and if his happiness lies within himself or with other ladies, i'm more then willing to see him fly and be free. it may seem like this whole emotional affair is one-sided, but well what can i say. confessing may just result in a friendship lost. For now, i'm more then contented to have you babes, the people who has kept me going since the day i knew you.
* i love you.. all of you.. cheesecake, spongecake, mutton curry, cookie & prata. n those reading this blog. i love you all.
till this saturday..
signed, sealed, delivered: brownie
chocolate-spongecake @ 10:18 PM
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MKPL (tis e real one i guess)
P-I-S-S-E-D
duno y.
wif sumting? sumone? sum ppl?
ala nvm la.
dun ask me anyting.
i'm pissed.
"can u kp a secret?"
kak just showed me e bk.
hmm.. sum ppl just can't tho.
ah nvm la.
sum ppl r hepi wen talking abt ppl.
dunno y.
dey just enjoy it.
ppl dun ask me anyting k.
not abt u all i guess.
its ok.
i'm p-i-s-s-e-d-
so b good to me today ok gals? =p
btw kakak n nat enjoying e hi5 dance n song in bio lab.
funny la dey all.
mayb shud go 4 audition 4 KRAYON first.
luy u all.
*hUgs*
- spongecake-
chocolate-spongecake @ 1:37 PM
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Tuesday, May 23
disappointed.
Every tuesday is video clip day for me and prata. But we didn't get to record lah. So much for recording hi5 songs in my hp. We even practice the dance steps by watching the video clip ok. haha. We were too busy dancing in the lab until a teacher came in and ask what were we doing.
haha. Me and cheesecake actually read the intimacy part of Sandra Brown's storybk. It makes me reminisce about secondary school days lah.. haha.
Part of cheesecake's toenail's were gone today. Brownie ter-accidentally step on it. Hope the toenail rest in peace.
After lab, me and prata went to library. Cheesecake, Cookie and Spongecake went home and Brownie went for drama. On our way to library, we saw a guy being handcuffed near the amk's ntuc. Should be he shopliftlah. Seelah. You make your parents paiseh onlylah.
Oklah. See you guys in school tomorrow. gdbye.
chocolate-spongecake @ 11:07 PM
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CHEESECAKE
i keep forgetting to sign off.
wahahahahhaha..
hmm.. let me blog about today.
first.. my toe nail is chipped.
:)
no brownie.. im not trying to make you feel bad. just wanted everyone to know i have a different toe nail from everyone. IM UNIQUE and SPECIAL! woohoo!
next is.. mutton soup was very lazylike for at least 2 mins! haha.. she looked so cute.. quite pretty i must say. YOU SHOULD START WEARING MORE LADYLIKE!
hmm.. brownie was playing with my hp and took a photo of her beautiful eyes.. with flash. haha.
she ended blinking many many times. lol.
her eyes seductive.
love, clarissa clairalina!
chocolate-spongecake @ 10:33 PM
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DA VINCI DAY
 
the girls who were DA VINCI CRAZY
us doing the jigsaw puzzle.
just look at our intensed looks on our faces.
so cute right?!
hahahahahhahahahahahahahahaah!
and last but not least.. OUR MASTERPIECE!
woot!
chocolate-spongecake @ 10:15 PM
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