Sunday, July 30
happy birthday to singapore-cheesecake
 masokkan belereng tembak! bang bang!
 look at the cute helicopter!
 fireworks. our favourite!
 the little crescent is missing its 5 stars
 more fireworks
 the choir.. lalala!
 the 2006 formation. damn cool
 the wushu team. with vincent ng ok
 all i can say is.. the planes were so fast i only caught their smoke
hello to my darlings.
here are photos to the ndp preview.
all thanks to cookie's kakak. :)
I LOVE SINGAPORE.
chocolate-spongecake @ 6:45 PM
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6 suhweet harts all-ways
Hello darlinks.. just felt like posting the memories we've had together.. first and foremost, to kakak, yes you can mail me everything and i'll print it out for tomorrow. Seriously, i'm a procrastinator. *shit*. i just feel like i blew my whole week last week, poof! just like that. no revision, nothing. and our precious friday which was suppose to be reserved for ica was also gone like that. that's the danger of *no-mood-syndrome*. we started to do stuupid stuffs like hoping from one table to another, drawing our faces, and playing with pens. and ooh, btw i almost camouflaged the whole heading of my vanguard. *toot*
i'm still feeling extremely tired from yesterday's NDP Preview. Was working with wen shern, apparently he's Wen Qi's boyfriend. Wen Qi( Claire's best fren) wanted to know how i got to know her. tiao*. i duno her la. i just noe her thru claire. and the moment i mentioned claire's name to the boyfriend who was also giving away funpacks, he's from GUARDS btw, he straight away gave a pissed look. haiz. i dunola. but anyways. *toot*
exams are around the corner. my ica part is still undone. been feeling unwell. perhaps it's stress. i seriously don't know. but anyways, i hope things will go on smoothly. everything seems to be a little mouldy these days. from the emotions to drama, the family and the relationship, it's slippery and rocky at times. *prays hard*
i tend to say things too frankly to the boyfriend. i'm learning to curb these laser-mouth syndrome of mine. *toot*.
off to do ica now.
signed, sealed, delivered with a kiss: brownie suszy
chocolate-spongecake @ 3:58 PM
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pictures..pictures..
This is a picture of US.
If you guys notice, the only girl who wear skirt kan, for every picture, her hand is holding a packet of mamee. :)
Don't know what pose.
Backstreet Girls???
North Canteen. Me and Nat's 15th time going there. (ok, exaggerate a bit)
At the roadside.
North Canteen. Me and Nat's 20th time there. (ok, exaggerate, again)
Born to make-up people.
There's a big gap between cookie and prata.
The oh-so intelligent siti took this picture.
Family potrait.
Another Family potrait.
chocolate-spongecake @ 1:41 PM
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ANNOUNCEMENT
To all my 5 dears,
I seriously need your completed vanguard paper because i need to type for both teacher's copy and without them, i can't do conclusion. Please make up the mind by tonight.
IF, u guys can't meet up to pass me the stuffs, then i suggest you guys typed out for teacher's copy and email it to me. Do sms me once you e-mail to me. For your info, i only have what Nat and i had done. And not from the rest. So, i suggest you guys decide how you want to do. Im open to all suggestions. haha.
And i have a problem, once i summarised everything, i have to e-mail it to either Su or huda because i don't have a thumb-drive or diskette. If no one reply to this entry, then i shall have to think of a way myself. Seriously, make up your mind by today. To either meet and pass to me everything or dont meet, and typed out yourselves and e-mail it to me.
Thank you.
Mutton curry.
chocolate-spongecake @ 11:54 AM
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Saturday, July 29
a week of slacking.-cheesecake
 sausage macmuffin with egg.. fillet-o-fish style. yum!
 this is what you do when you are bored in lecture.
 5 of us. during lecture.
im an artist. I AM. at least these resembles us ok.
chocolate-spongecake @ 11:33 AM
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Friday, July 28
felt so lost todae. duno y.
went 2 skul at 8am bt as usual late.
bt end up didnt go 2 lecture til 1pm.
we so called did our ICA on 'schizophrenia'.
heh bt me n brownie end up just doing e headings.
felt abit stupid tho.
it was abit funny abt e 1day 'campaign'.
hmm..interestin bt just dun dare 2 try.
kak, nat, dental fren n shahrul were part of e gig organizers.
went 4 a while 2 support wif hadi n umar-bt actualli not realli cos i stayed outside.
e ppl all abit scary la.heh.
its just not me in dat kinda envt.
den went 2 amk central 2 support fyza switheart performing.
she did great-4 a 2days trainin onli.
hugs*
e PA dance was wOw.
realli-i lyke alot.
frm costume 2 make-up 2 dance steps 2 coordination.
it simply amazing n e dancers r gorgeous.
btw 2 fyza:
its not dat we r no longer close.
mayb u r bz wif cc pract lately.
i realise e gap.
dun wori k switheart since e show is over.
make sure must hav tyme 4 us go shopping =)
-spOngecake-
chocolate-spongecake @ 11:57 PM
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Thursday, July 27
it hurts
when the heart queries..
when the smile hides..
when the tide slows down..
when the music dies off..
when the flame dims..
when the laughter fades..
when the mind wonders..
when care seems fake..
A man has the power to love a woman in a way that she has never been loved, and yet hurt her with the same intensity.
A man has the power to treat a woman like a queen then turn around And make her wish she was never born.
A man has the power to make a woman cry with happiness and joy, then turnaround and make her cry with hurt and anger.
A man has the power to let a woman feel free and wanted, but also Feel disgusted and unworthy.
A man has the power to look a woman in her face and tell her he loves her, but turn around and sleep with her best friend.
A man has the power to make you fall in love with him within days, and hate him within minutes .
During sex a man has the power to make a woman feel like she's in heaven, and afterwards makes her feel like a whore.
A man has the power to change a woman from having goals, to living out his goals instead of her own.
Why is it that men have such power?
They have so much power, because we give it to them.
The power of a man wouldn't mean anything without a woman.
So ladies when times are hard between you and your man and you realize that he treats you bad, remember that he can only do what you allow.
Never underestimate your power because without it, you are stuck with the power of a man!!. "and don't 4get that God gave WOMEN will power and they are very near to God's heart, so let no man have dominion over you but God! from a powerful woman...
signed, sealed, delivered with a kiss: brownie suszy
chocolate-spongecake @ 11:43 PM
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Wednesday, July 26
my thOughts...
Some day you will cry for me, Like I cried for you.
Someday you will miss me, Like I missed you.
Someday you will need me, Like I needed you.
Someday you will love me, But I wont love you.
Someday it will happen, But I wont be there for you.
-spOngecake-
chocolate-spongecake @ 11:55 PM
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they shopping, we don't.
hey people of the world..
Its the sugar free gig this friday. I really hoped that u guys could come because the place will be decorated by the one and only, me. ( erm, and nat too. haha. wait kach kumarni angry) Oklah, by us and shawn and another girl.
But, if you're coming alone, like sponge, then you better don't. The thing itself ends around 10. There will still be a de-briefing and who will company her to go home seh later. She can't possibly wait for us, because by then, it will be close to 11 already. So, only come if you guys have a friend ok.. :)
Yesterday, Brownie, cheeseake and spongecake went shopping at bugis. They bought tops, dress, belts and etc etc.. Nice. And cheese, the top u're wearing today is nice lah eh. Very you. :)
Me and Prata stucked in school. For the first time we went to live audio room with 'Di', our bestfriend. haha. Cookie MIA with her friends, only see her during clinical..
Oklah babes.. see u guys tomorrow in school. 8 am lesson lah eh.. haiz.
Love,
mutton curry.
chocolate-spongecake @ 9:02 PM
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japanese butter biscuit.
introducing..
the (claire's) world's BIGGEST biscuit.
its round.
its brown.
and..
its HUGE.
at least bigger than my head.
so now..
presenting to you..
MR JAPANESE BUTTER BISCUIT!
its the same size as my monitor ok!
i didn't finish it though.
cos it was quite plain.
but despite the size, it costs only $1.
anyone wants one?
:)
chocolate-spongecake @ 1:38 PM
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Tuesday, July 25
hey u all lets plan sumtink fer tmr k. i just feel lyke goin out. movie? shopping? anintink ar dat we can do. miss goin 2 movies-e last was 'over e hedge'(dun reali remember e title) wit him. nw, u all must accompany me k. dun go out wif bfs n leave me alone ehk. heh. n kakak n nat please dun make other plans eh. btw went 2 causeway pt 2 eat wif mama just nw aft skul. tak jadi mit her at orchard cos she said she headache walking at orchard. funny la mama. *lurve her* hey ppl causeway pt level 7 da change la eh. i stay wdls i myself just gota noe. =p cathay was renovated-now abit smaller(e tix counter). den e new 'Banquet' was nw at level 7-veri big till i duno wat 2 eat. aniwaes, i still remember our Han River!! wen wana go-postpone alota tymes oredi tau. n please ppl dun start saying u guys wana diet eh-esp sue, kak, nat. oh ya, btw congrats 2 NYP Silat Team 4 being e overall Champion 4 e Silat Comp last sunday. =) specially for fyza: dun worry k switheart. take all 'dat' as a compliment. dun b scared. i'm sure u noe how 2 react. b wise k. dun b 2 harsh oso la..heh.  
us*- fyza, haz "tired so tired. lost in life. what to do. with no sight. eyes do see. ears do hear. anchored down. lost somewhere. days go by. weeks to years. life rolls on. not knowing where. here yet lost. tired so tired. truly alone. a life expired .
-spOngecake-
chocolate-spongecake @ 12:32 AM
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Sunday, July 23
cheesecake
hello people.
attachments have been hell.. esp the tiring hours.
huda should know. :)
anyways, going to see all of you in school tomorrow. I CAN'T WAIT.
miss all of you.
1st lesson, bio practical?
see you..
lalalaala.
i dont know what am i saying.
oh well..
love you!
and biba, you have internet already?
cool!
chocolate-spongecake @ 1:19 PM
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Saturday, July 22
You will be happy that you read this all the way through.
As you got up this morning, I watched you, and hoped you would talk to me, even if it was just a few words, asking my opinion or thanking me for something good that happened in your life yesterday. But I noticed you were too busy, trying to find the right outfit to wear. When you ran around the house getting ready, I knew there would be a few minutes for you to stop and say hello, but you were too busy. At one point you had to wait, fifteen minutes with nothing to do except sit in a chair. Then I saw you spring to your feet. I thought you wanted to talk to me, but you ran to the phone and called a friend to get the latest gossip instead. I watched patiently all day long. With all your activities I guess you were too busy to say anything to me.
I noticed that before lunch you looked around, may be you felt embarrassed to talk to me that was why you didn't bow your head. You glanced three or four tables over and you noticed some of your friends talking to me briefly before they ate, but you didn't. That's okay. There is still more time left, and I hope that you will talk to me yet. You went home and it seems as if you had lots of things to do. After a few of them were done, you turned on the TV. I don't know if you like TV or not, just about anything go there and you spend lot of time each day in front of it not thinking about anything, just enjoying the show. I waited patiently again as you watched the TV and ate your meal, but again you didn't talk to me.
Bedtime I guess you felt too tired. After you said good night to your family you popped into bed and fell asleep in no time. That's okay because you may not realize that I am always there for you. I've got patience, more than you will ever know. I even want to teach you how to be patient with others as well.
I love you so much that I wait everyday for a nod, prayer or thought or a thankful part of your heart. It is hard to have a one-sided conversation. Well, you are getting up once again. And once again I will wait, with nothing but love for you. Hoping that today you will give me some time. Have a nice day!
Your friend,
God.
Yes, I do Love God. He is my source of existence and Savior. God keeps me functioning each and everyday. Without Him, I will be nothing. Without him, I am nothing, but with Him, this is the simplest test if you Love God, and is not ashamed of all the marvelous things he has done for you.
::triple choc cookie::
chocolate-spongecake @ 9:49 PM
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people of love
hey people of love..
hope you're all doing great. Attachments are over for now... glad to be going back to school, but not looking forward to exams and all. Gosh.. Ok i've nothing to blog about actually. Just that i've been spending loads of my post-production free time with my friends, my secondary schoolmates whom i've neglected for quite some time. Apart from that, all is fine.
Ok till monday. Toodles.
Signed, sealed, delivered with a kiss: brownie suszy
chocolate-spongecake @ 11:40 AM
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.::spOngecake::.
yey attachment finish.gona miss werking wif jing to e power of 2.heh(kakak n nat u shud noe)btw miting u gals nxt wk.giving sum updates fer e past wks.as u all noe attachment is boring.i've bn counting down e days fer attachment to end.alota tings happened.kan kak? nat?bn abit 'naughty' lately.bt afterall e feeling wasnt good at all.felt guilty n bad-dunno y.getting on wif lyfe quite alryte i guess =)aniwae excited 4 alota upcuming events!!:skul, ndp, n esp sis wedding!!cnt wait to c my baju fer sis wedding.hehi lyke e design-black n orange..hmmmy whole family is bz preparing fer e wedding stuffs.i'm excited too! btw u all must b thr ok.n kakak u must b org kuat oso ayt.so u cn get hold of sum experience.heemiz u all la. cookie n cheesecake y so quiet?brownie..lyfe must b so sweet now ryte.i'm hepi fer u. =)nat..we'll share abt e jing to e power of 2 on monday wif e rest ayt.hehkakakthks fer 'temaning' me go suntec aft werk just now.n oso..erm thks fer patiently listening to my troubled n confused mind. sumtymes i just doesnt noe hu e ryte one to confide in. thks fer all ur advices.. *hugs*  dats all. tmr we've (INKs) got 2 shows.ehem
in e afternoon at Ah Hoot Rd (near suntec i guess)
n in e evening at Admiralty CC (Vista Point area thr).
i tink aft tis i realli need a full day rest.
i'm realli so overworked i guess.
my eyebags is realli so e realli obvious =(
-spOngecake-
chocolate-spongecake @ 3:32 AM
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Thursday, July 20
hi.
Its exercise sparrowhawn tomorrow. For the morning shift people, they participate actively, ok. For me, im pm shift, no exercise for me. Kind of sad cos i wanna have the kind of feeling. But we'll start at 330 pm tomorrow though.
This attachment eh, i didn't get to do what i had learn in school. However, i've done those that is not taught in school. Like hypocount and administer ventolin. haiz. Sometimes i regret joining nyp. I feel like its better if i just join ite. yalah, all attachments that we went to, all we did was En's job seh. Might as well pass out and become En. haiz.. oh, and there's a good-looking indian doctor in my ward. :)
okla. see u all. bye.
love,
M.
chocolate-spongecake @ 10:51 PM
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Wednesday, July 19
hey yo
i'm sick..
i'm tired..
i'm SICK and TIRED!!!!
de ward is hell..
hendra is hell..
life is hell.
i wanna be back in school.
see u guys..
at least i can't put aside de worries and problems.
sighs....
::triple choc cookie::
chocolate-spongecake @ 11:48 PM
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holla
yeah!! gonna see u guys sooonn....... got lots of tales to tell ya ppl....
Neway gals u ppl make urself free on 12 august ma bro is celebratin his b'dae in Indian Association... hmmm see ya soon
nathiya
chocolate-spongecake @ 5:58 PM
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Sunday, July 16
hello!!
hello people..
its been ages since i last update, and u guys too. haha. yalah, all busy with attachements.
attachments was fine. working with shawn and some guys from other groups. only shawn will know how i feels.(u know i know ya). haha. :) well, its fun working in this ward. only work with him few times, if i need his help or he needs my help. ya.
oh, today is such a wonderful day for me. i went out with my brother la eh. haha. miracle ok. we went to pasir ris to our auntie's house to send her some stuffs and hesded to tampines mall for some shopping. wee~.. had so much fun today.. :):):):):)
and to nat and shawn, the gig is postponed to next friday, 28.07.06 ok.
btw, who is going to shs this tuesday and wednesday?? if yes, lets go together-gether ok.
okla. miss u all. see u guys in 1 week time..
lots of love,
mutton curry with sweet caramel chocolate.
chocolate-spongecake @ 10:45 PM
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Sunday, July 9
pondok
i'm home babes. yep. finally production is over. it was a blasting success. thanks to all who made i possible. tarian girls Indra Nila Kirana (INK) for assisting me with my costumes, hairdo and make-up. Dikir Barat boys Betara Karisma for the endless encouraging words and helping out with the props. Drama Team (Pusaka Seni) for always telling me that i can do it. For pulling away all hunches and setbacks that was thwarting my way. All who came to watch and support. Kakak & Juli and all my other friends and cousins. To cookie, it's okie, i purely understand. 1 week is definitely not enough for you to end your recuperation period. We're always here for you babe.. always.. =)
Attachments been great. I've done U/C on a patient, using silicon catheter freaking hard la eh. couldn't find the clitoris. lucky for me, all my staff are very nice, including the ward sisters and the cleaners. very very nice. the patients too. but most of them are really critical. Onco ward, so yup. very very busy you know. but time pass by real fast ar. =)
Hope you are all doing well yup. keep in touch and don't fret over attachments. i do have that occasional feeling of "what if nursing wasn't really for me".. but i will spur on... i will.. only 4 1/2 years left.. ok i make it sound so easy.. btu i don't have a choice. roslyn told me on the first day that now she understands my preference of sgh,, but we will both psycho each other to press on.
for pics of Layar Andayu 2006: -Pondok- visit www.frivoloticsoul.multiply.com
signed, sealed, delivered with a kiss: brownie suszy
chocolate-spongecake @ 11:03 AM
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layar andayu 2006: pondok
chocolate-spongecake @ 12:16 AM
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Friday, July 7
to my babes...
sorry gurls for not goin for de MCG production today..
esp to brownie and spongecake..
and of coz all de other MCG peeps.
i just hope ya'll understand why..
my dad just passed away.
that's all i can say..
::triple choc cookie::
chocolate-spongecake @ 11:45 PM
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Thursday, July 6
=/
i'm bored.
i'm tired..
de ward sucks..
very tiring.
very busy..
argh....
and now OUR blog is so quiet..
coz everyone is so busy wit attachment..
sadded.
::triple choc cookie::
chocolate-spongecake @ 4:53 PM
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Sunday, July 2
to my dearest cookie
i may never know what it's like to lose someone dear to you.. your flesh and blood.
i'm not really good at comforting people and using the right words to console someone.
but i am sad your father had to leave you.
"at times like this, i can see who my true friends really are"
is it to me?
i guess so.
chocolate-spongecake @ 10:48 PM
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the brokenhearted
first of all i would like to thank you guys for sendin your condolences..
your support means ALOT to me..
especially at times like this.
i am going thru a hard time right now..
although my parents were divorced 6 years ago and i didn't live with him since then..
and some of you guys may think that i'm not close with him,
he's still my flesh and blood,
now and till afterlife.
and even after my parents were divorced,
i do think of him and questioned myself..
does he even think of me?
does he even remember me?
and everytime i think about it,
it never failed to make me shed tears.
so what do you think i feel like now?
thanks mutton and prata for comin by today..
and to spongecake and brownie,
it's ok..
your regards were recieved.
thanks too to those who msged me before i went off on friday..
your msgs meant ALOT to me..
at times like this, i need my loved ones..
those close to my heart to be there for me.
and at times like this too,
i can see who my true friends are.
::triple choc cookie::
chocolate-spongecake @ 10:01 PM
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....and it continues...
Dear Suhailah
Thanks for your e-mail informing me that you're sponsored by Changi General Hospital (CGH).
Please continue your current posting at Singapore General Hospital (SGH),
and do remember to see Ms Doris Chan with the letter from CGH regarding your sponsorship
as soon as possible so that your sponsorship can be updated.
Ms Chan will change your clinical placement to CGH with effect from next semester.
Thanks and best regards.
Choo-Wee Ai Lian (Mrs)
Manager /Nursing (Clinical Development & Liaison)
School of Health Sciences
Nanyang Polytechnic
180 Ang Mo Kio Ave 8
Singapore 569830
chocolate-spongecake @ 10:03 AM
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and here it goes..
First & foremost, Group 22 sends their deepest condolences to Cookie and family on the demise of her beloved father on 30th June 2006. Our prayers are with you babe, in everything that happens. Everything happens for a reason and we are all in no position to tell you that things are alright. Take your time to recuperate during this period of bereavement, and InsyaAllah, God will protect you in everything that you are destined to go through. I hope this is all a lesson well learnt for all of us, not just Cookie and family. Let's all treasure the ones we love, let's try to minimize the hurt we cause in each other's lives and live in the most fruitful manner where possible. My apologies for not being able to attend today's prayer session (kenduri) as my cousin holds his wedding today in Jurong West and at the same time, my aunt is in hospital. Anyone going to ward 29 in cgh?
I'm not even able to attend today's NDP briefing, though i'm very familiar with the stadium layout, rules and regulations etc due to my involvement in parade for the past few years (cookie saw me last year on parade right), i know a briefing is still important. I can't though, it's a choice between NDP and family and obviously the cousin's wedding takes greater weightage. Oh wells.
Attachment commences tomorrow, i am SO not looking forward to it. We went through hell this week for school didn't we. Getting tachycardic for HS2037 ica.. which we did excellently because during drama pract that very night, Mr. Edmund called and asked me if he could keep the posters because he loves the contents and the diagrams. Woohoo. Of course i said yes la.. so obvious that if the thing gets back to us, it'll be placed in the GREAT-BLUE-BIN.. right? lol. for Research Methods, it's a 'KAKALUT' case.. die die oso must do.. lol. and bio prac!!!! ok, let's just wait for the results okie.
Good luck to my 5 sweethearts, cheesecake and cookie in same hospital, mutton, prata & spongecake in same hospital. and again i'm alone!!! 1 week with you all not enough you noe. haha. nvm, i will be joining cheesecake and cookie soonnext attachment. Hope to see you all during production. erm, and of course i will be seieng very much of dear spongecake. I hope you're much better babe. Beep me if there's anything.
i LOVE you all la.
signed, sealed, delivered with a kiss: brownie suszy
chocolate-spongecake @ 9:44 AM
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Saturday, July 1
pictures..
hello to all..
These are some pictures taken this week:
Us and fyza.
A candid family potrait
A family potrait.
This picture is super nice. Like studio picture.
Another studio pic.
Of course studio pic, because got our face. :)
Studio picture, also.
Its the last day of school. Attachments this monday. So not looking forward. but what can i say, its not up to us to decide. And my hair damn short la. But i look cool. But i look like a butch, a bit la. :)
And guys, i saw the guy who wears celak just now at esplanade. :)
*Too cookie:
Sorry for not being able to be there for you today.. Our prayers is with you. Semoga your dad ditempatkan dengan orang2 beriman. Insyaallah..
And just remember, whatever problems you have, talk to us, don't keep it to yourself k. Love you.
*True friends are those that stays by your side in good and bad times.
Lots of love, M
chocolate-spongecake @ 1:23 AM
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