Monday, September 18
stone age
to my lurvely sweethearts, apologies if you babes felt i've been stoning without updating you babes. I've not been too well the whole of last week. Eversince i visited dYa at the hospital, been unwell since. But i've been updating the blog what? ..
emotional wise, i miss my father. he's been away for more than a week now due to IMF and i haven't been seeing him since. Sometimes it feels like i'm all alone, rotting at home. Feels like going out all the time but the heart doesnt feel good about it. Besides, i'm broke and the loo has been my all-time companion for the whole weekend. Down with diarrhoea. And with gastric flu plus vomitting. That's how i've been spending the weekend.
i've been very uncertain over my own emotions. I know sharing with you babes will not help because all of you will think i'm stressing myself unnecessarily and sponge will come up with the same response of "Eh, kau jgn nak merepek la sue.." perhaps that's why i've been keeping things more to myself, because i'm churning in a maze i created on my own.
It's not his fault, neither is it the situation. It's just my occasional turmoils that wraps me up in suffocation and the uncertainty that overwhelms me again and again. Perhaps i will share with you darlings when we meet up. I'm free on wednesday, any takers? Meeting the Kawan Sepondok probably tomorrow and the best buddies this thursday. Gona get Hari Raya stuffs with mummy and the sisters this Friday. So i have Wednesday to spare if you babes are willing.
i'm still contactable via my hp. so no worries la ok? anything just beep me.
i love you babes.
i love my friends.
signed, sealed, delivered with a kiss: brownie suszy
chocolate-spongecake @ 11:56 AM
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