Tuesday, August 1
i'm happy today.
its fun la just now-CHoCoLATE FoNDuE. wif kak's home-made cookies, sue's banana, huda's fries, fresh strawberries(yucks)-so sour!! n nt 4getting claire's hershey chOcOlate syrup!! - yUmmy! tho i lurve chocs alot, eating so much of it just now just make me sick la. so chOcOlatety. n strawberry is just not me-bluek =/
brownie is too hyperactive todae. duno y.heh
cant wait 4 tmr. make sure u gals dun b late ayt. sumtyms its just so fun 2 spend tym wif gfs.
bt still at tyms me do miss e past** tho. its just abit bored being alone at tymes. duno how's he doing now. happy? -maybe... den i guess i'm happy 4 him oso =(
bt i'm used 2 it oredi. wif u all around-my lyfe is much nicer *hUgs*
however, i'm disappointed. . . . mum worry since he left. limits me n controls me much more. she wud wana noe abt everything. kept giving me advices everyday. tok 2 me every nyte.
its lyke not trusting me anymore. its not as if i cant take care of myself wen bf no longer thr. i'm independent now. i noe wat i'm doing. wen i'm alone now, it doesnt mean dat i gona make frens wif all e guys out thr. i dun favour dat. i noe wats ryte n wats wrong. sumtymes i duno weder she understands me.
or maybe she's just worried. *lurve* her tho.
hmm.. i guess i shud stay tis way n b happy wif my gfs hu's thr for me. considering sumone special in my lyfe again -definitely wont b 2 soon. its just 2 difficult 2 trust n accept sumone new again. swithearts-help me out ayte.
kakak, usualli i approach u for my probs. reli appreciate u. thkies. *hearts*
c u all tmr.
cant wait! *wee*
-spOngecake-
chocolate-spongecake @ 9:49 PM
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