Thursday, June 8
love and fantasy
as i watch the rain falls
a gust of cold wind blows my face
i shiver
as if a blizzard is here
cold air gettin thinner
the sun hides its warmth
not giving me room to breathe
i feel weak
my heart drops to my stomach
am i fighting a war just to lose?
alone in this battlefield
i struggle to live
up on my feet i stand bold
although my bones getting fragile
crackling sounds i hear when i walk
everyone is looking at me
what am i doing?
what have i done?
i'm staggering
i'm falling
i wish for a crane to pick me up when i'm on the ground
and bring me to a place far from here
a place warm and cosy
a place full of love
what is love?
i cannot answer
it's just like lying in a bed of roses
smelling sweet on your skin
despite the thorns
the petals blind your eyes
the smell mesmerise
but those spikes get deep in your flesh
till they reach your bones
then you feel the pain
pain of what love causes
love is only for the insane
yet why we fall in love
are we insane?
we hope for happily ever after
living in just fantasy
fantasy is what you see at the back of your head
like a broken projector
displaying stupid images
of what you want it to be
but right in front of your eyes you cannot see
it is something called reality
because of love you are blinded
blinded voluntarily
::triple choc cookie::
chocolate-spongecake @ 7:45 PM
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