Wednesday, May 24
<3 six sweethearts <3
Dear girls,
a confession i have never came up with to each of you. No matter how rarely you guys see me sticking around with you, my love for each of you has never been depleted. in fact it's being restored day by day, especially on days when all our frequencies are the same, when all we talk about are of the same interest, when cookie doesn't leave for fag sessions aka smoking, when i don't leave for drama nor ncc, when spongecake is at her most hyper-self, when cheesecake is on good terms with chong, when prata has interesting stories to share about her cousin brother and cousin sister etc, when mutton curry talks about idol and the way she speaks influences each and everyone of us.it's just heaven having each of you around.
Differences aside, each of you are my true found friends of nursing. Babes who share the same passion as i do, babes who get involve with the same load of schoolwork, babes who fall in and out of love. All of us are unique souls; inbuilt us are different qualities of various kinds. Our strengths and weaknesses vary from point to point. But what matters most is; i've learnt to accept each of you as who you are. And i feel that we've bonded like super glue since the beginning of this term. We're so close, we share a lot of passion for nursing, for soccer, for love life, getting ccas....
I just hope that our friendship will continue blooming and blossoming in this garden of heavens aka nursing. All that i know right now, nothing can separate us. Because i've learnt to love each of you as equally. And as much as i don't wish to say this, i seem to be the most problematic around. one problem after another. we're all humans. and i know sometimes we need to have some self-control on our problems as well. I wouldn't have made pass this one year plus plus mark of beng single without you gals. for real. And as much as sometimes i feel like neither of you understand me, i have to admit shyly that i don't really understand myself either. I'm just glad to have all 5 of you by my side, because you gals are just like my soul-sistas. Through thick and thin, through all problems, i promise, i will be there for each of you. Be open with each other when you feel like it, and we'll be on the road to understanding each other better.
I apologize for the times i get all boiled-up and tensed over pressure. i admit i tend to get so restless when datelines press hard on us, and i fall into this category of controller more then a good team-mate. There are just many things in life which i myself don't understand. Really i don't. For the record, and to be frank with all of you, i have decided to forgo the Mr. Director. And i shall do that by not accepting his calls and smses, severe all ties. It shall just remain platonic because as long as i maintain unprofessional contact with him, i am giving him unnecessary hopes and leading him on. He's just not the person i'm looking for and our interests clashes to the extreme ends. Our chemistry is on the lower end and i have not stopped liking honey star. i don't wish to put presure on force things on honey star too on the other end. i just want him to be happy. and if his happiness lies within himself or with other ladies, i'm more then willing to see him fly and be free. it may seem like this whole emotional affair is one-sided, but well what can i say. confessing may just result in a friendship lost. For now, i'm more then contented to have you babes, the people who has kept me going since the day i knew you.
* i love you.. all of you.. cheesecake, spongecake, mutton curry, cookie & prata. n those reading this blog. i love you all.
till this saturday..
signed, sealed, delivered: brownie
chocolate-spongecake @ 10:18 PM
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